[18+ Adults Only - Not Safe For Work!] -Anal Talk!!-

[Rash L]

(this is something I found in my journal, figured I could maybe post it here. My writings tend to be a little on the dirty side -most of the time- so if its not appropriate for this site just take it down, no worries.... but it is a tale of my travels, even if it is an incident that spanned just one night with someone I cared deeply for...at one time.)


... Anal Sex ...
[the first time]




He pressed his cock, firm and slick with my moisture, against my asshole needfully; He rubbed little circles around the opening. Next thing I knew He was back inside my cunt, I rocked against Him and he slid a curious finger into my anus, then two.

He let out a moan as His penis finally conquered that previously undiscovered entrance into my depths. I forgot where I was, and any need to be hushed (people were camping within earshot -- OOPS!). A few more sloppy drunken thrusts and He pulled out to spill Himself onto my rump.

I tried to imagine what I looked like; collapsed and content, wasted, glistening in the warm candle light bouncing off of cement walls, slumped in a sweaty mess of sleeping bags on a bed of cardboard covering stones and dust. He wiped His cum off with some earlier discarded sock and stumbled off into the consuming darkness to urinate off the rocks... I gathered myself, my clothes, and the space bag. Holding the plastic bag of wine above my head I suckled a couple long sips from the hard plastic nozzle before dressing and then searching for a smoke.

We slept that night wrapped around each other, and I awoke a few comfortable hours later to find our fingers still intertwined. I closed my eyes against the dim light, inhaled the dusty aromas of the man-made cave under a well traveled road, and listened to those cars passing overhead; then i listened closer, to the cheerful birds and the faint sounds of the river down the bank rushing always to the sea as I drifted back to my dreams.

These are tiny filthy scraps of my love...

memories of bliss I hope to never forget.

 

[Gudj]

Seriously,
life is good.

 

[IAteTheKittens]

wow that sounds soo romantic, I wonder if ill ever wake up to find my fingers still intertwined with my lovers. That would be good. Life would be good.

 

[Mouse]

mmmm been there done that... turns out the dude was a total piece of shit but you find those things out later.

though when it was going on it was great.

sometimes I feel a lil old and jaded when it comes to relationships now. I look for the ones that are the most logical and viable instead of the ones that rock my world. I think it's for the best in the end but at the same time the dirty pleasures of the bad boy are so alluring.

 

[dirty_rotten_squatter]

well written..I love those kind of nights though..

 

[IBRRHOBO]

probably could've done w/o the graphics there; perhaps i just don't grasp the anarcho/literary content?

 

[dirtyfacedan]

*sigh* I too miss the fun times of....fuck, I'm starting to sound old. Good times like that are a lot less frequent than they used to be. Thank's for sharing that with us.

 

[Rash L]

mmmm been there done that... turns out the dude was a total piece of shit but you find those things out later.

though when it was going on it was great.

sometimes I feel a lil old and jaded when it comes to relationships now. I look for the ones that are the most logical and viable instead of the ones that rock my world. I think it's for the best in the end but at the same time the dirty pleasures of the bad boy are so alluring.

Heh, yeah... like I said, it was found in my journal, probably written the next day. The truth of the matter was the guy was a junkie, and never wanted to really sleep with me the entire year we were together, I practically had to beg him each night. we were good friends but no where near as romantic as the tale makes it sound (though we did hold hands every night)... the relationship was probably the lowest point of my life and I think I was searching for anything to make it seem to have the smallest glint of happiness, and writing could help me do that. Eventually he was caught and sent back to prison, I wasnt even sad, we remained friends.. and it was the easiest breakup I have ever had. The End.

I tried for that logical thing for awhile... but since the spark was never there it felt wrong and fake, and after a few years I just felt like I was lying to everyone and needed to get the fuck outta there and figure my own life out all over again. I did that for a year, almost 2, and I'm about to start a new relationship... HOPING AND PLEADING that this will be better than the last 2.

 

[dirty_rotten_squatter]

Yeah I just got out of one exactly like that, except she was messed up, it sucked pretty bad it lasted 2 years but what made it truly end I woke up to her drunk and making out with another guy..it didnt even hurt I knew it was coming i just packed my shit and took off

 

[wartomods]

meh, i hate sex in sleepbags and in the dark, i can have better wanks than that.
ahah

 

[drun_ken]

thats disgusting poop comes from that hole........

 

[Mouse]

haha yeeeaah sometiems the sleeping bag is a bit annoying.

Rash - I think the "logical thing" is working for me. The guy I'm with now, he's been a fuck up in the past just liek me, but he's at the point where he wants better, just like me. So we're on the same page in life and I think it works. There is still a spark and I love him and, despite what some people may feel, I think he's a good influence on my life. We can still tell our fucked tales and be wierdos together but we know better than to let the other person fuck up and that those stories are to stay stories and not be relived over and over and over. He's actually pretty amazing because I can see the effort he puts forth to make my life work easier. Most guys in my past only tried to drag me down with them.

 

[wartomods]

I think this post will cause people to imagine everyone who posts a response, depending on response, having anal sex. Boy or Gal.

I would never do that kind of thing, eww grosse, EXIT ONLY!

What is weird is, if a dude posted something about the first time he had anal sex I dont think it would go over so well with the moderators. It gives it a different tone I suppose.

I think its fine for you to feel free to post this, but I cant grasp the purpose. Free Speech!

Indifferent.

Will we be seeing more?

I agree

 

[dirty_rotten_squatter]

ssurreee...nice cover up ha j/k

 

[Rash L]

Mouse, I really hope it works out for you, and I really hope my next relationship works out much like your current one. I envy you.

As for the original post.... as I said, I found it in a journal of mine, I felt it was semi well written (for being written while I was intoxicated), and I felt this site was mature enough for it. The point was it was a story, a part of my past and therefore a part of who I am? Personally I think this story is a lot less embarrassing than the shitting my pants thread...

As for the subject matter... I do not generally have, nor do I generally enjoy anal sex, so this was something a little special, new and out of the norm. I now regulate my anal sex encounters to those with small peni, and I have to be pretty fucked up to let you in the poop chute (only did it a couple times, both times I was WASTED and was really interested in pleasing the boy I was with). I actually wanted my first tattoo to be EXIT ONLY on my ass cheeks, but I like to try things at least once or twice before I knock it.... now I've been there, done that, and I wouldnt say I wouldnt do it again, but its not something I look forward to at any time in the future.

There is no shame in tryin things out.

 

[bote]

hey now, i`m gonna get on that ( bumpun intended). Comming soon: the first time I had anal sex, then we can see what the mods do, and some of you are warned maybe not to look at any threads i start in the next little while...

 

[bote]

mea culpa, i wont fuck around then

 

[Gudj]

Yeah if Botes anal thread gets removed, then it should probably be mandatory that EVERY thread be read through and all of the threads that use the word 'bitch' or 'pussy' be censored because they could be seen as 'sexist'. Also, the juggalo thread has to go since it is 'hateful' in some peoples eyes. Also, a good half of the threads will probably have to be cencored to make sure they are in no way 'obscene' or 'inaccurate'.

ha

This is a forum for people to network and express themselves and share information.
Especially in the stories section, where 9 out of 10 times, it HAS to be very personal to be interesting or just not hearsay, it seems ridiculous to censor or threaten to censor a story based on it's subject matter. If someone is obviously abusing the board then that would be different.

 

[Matt Derrick]

personally, i am 100% cool with this. also i think it would be great to see more threads with people's experiences with sex and relationships. this thread is a good thing, hope to see more.

as for the forum rules... the part widerstand quoted is basically what i call a "catch all" rule, only meant for extreme situations based solely on my or the moderator's judgement. it is NOT specifically meant to censor non-offensive explicit content.

i can sum it up like this. when posting on this board, posting pornography is bad, sexually themed stories or discussion related to our community = good!

so that being said, @bote, go for it!

oh also, to address the gender issue mentioned earlier... i FULLY support talk of gay sex as much as i do straight sex. as long as its relevant and follows the rules, post away!

 

[dirty_rotten_squatter]

I think that would stir up a ruckus, my friend.