We shall always have an effect on society; we shall always have an effect, at all, it seems. I don't see the point in seeking imaginary ways to believe we are special, I suppose I think that I am only special because I'm the only one that can do what I choose to do, because I'm choosing it, for me, not you, and not for some seemingly sumptuously fascinating being.Then again, what isn't imaginary? blah. to me, it seems that all that load, "education", "skills", or whatever else, just titles. Like time, numbers, names. we're always just thinking, no one experience seems any better than another, unless we make it so, it seems to me. What's the different between a gypsy and a lawyer? Fuck if I know. Choices, maybe, none seemingly better or worse. I suppose sometimes we all have prejudices. I don't know. I'm at times prejudice against people that watch tv for a plethora of a fraction of a day. Or those that seem to constantly try shape their images. Or girls that use make up galore, if I'm in a good mood. If not, any make up at all seems despicable. I think, right now, that realizing one can do anything, if one chooses to see such a thing, can be one of the most fearful thoughts, to strip ourselves of ethics, or become aware of our own true ethics, which in my opinion can be very overwhelming, we're at a choice to change them, or not. Sometimes, it seems, if we lose ourselves to the past or the future, we'll subconsciously attempt to set ourselves in stone. And then who knows, maybe another breakdown. Whatever, "content or contemptible", eh?
it's not much a matter, unless you want it to be. maybe.
"It's a joy, the desire for that which is impossible."
I just know, that I want to live without money, or with as little as I so choose at the time, and to walk the earth, or just to be, for none other than myself and existence, or something, or maybe be aware of it, if we are all always doing so, regardless of popular opinion? live now, maybe. wander.
