hey guys! lame story time... ive been physically and mentally abused all of my life. my pops, all my mates, it's fucked, im fucked. im done with this life, and i need something more fulfilling. i did the homeless thing on and off for about 2 yrs when i was a teenager. always stayed in philly. realizing now at the age of 30 that i should've left a long time ago. i gotta scratch this itch, i gotta get out, i gotta fucking try it. it's not failing that scares me, it's a fear of not living. im in philly, gunna leave in about a month, gathering up all the info i can. looking to meet someone to help me with my 1st time. maybe meet up before hand, in philly, chill at a show, see if we mesh. FRIENDS. i need FRIENDS. i can't fucking stress that enough man... FRIENDS. lol. so, i play the drums when there's a set around, im not that great but i can hold a beat, and i suck at washboard and guitar. thinking i might bring my washboard out, id love to play music with someone... if anything i can at least wash my clothes, haha. yeah, i go to shows often, and i drink and smoke often. tips, tricks, philly freaks, hmu!