skuzzlebutt
Member
hey guys! lame story time... ive been physically and mentally abused all of my life. my pops, all my mates, it's fucked, im fucked. im done with this life, and i need something more fulfilling. i did the homeless thing on and off for about 2 yrs when i was a teenager. always stayed in philly. realizing now at the age of 30 that i should've left a long time ago. i gotta scratch this itch, i gotta get out, i gotta fucking try it. it's not failing that scares me, it's a fear of not living. im in philly, gunna leave in about a month, gathering up all the info i can. looking to meet someone to help me with my 1st time. maybe meet up before hand, in philly, chill at a show, see if we mesh. FRIENDS. i need FRIENDS. i can't fucking stress that enough man... FRIENDS. lol. so, i play the drums when there's a set around, im not that great but i can hold a beat, and i suck at washboard and guitar. thinking i might bring my washboard out, id love to play music with someone... if anything i can at least wash my clothes, haha. yeah, i go to shows often, and i drink and smoke often. tips, tricks, philly freaks, hmu!