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sykgutt
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well, i feel the need for a bitch-rant. what do you say to the general population about what you do? they all think i'm fucking crazy. i'm laughed at, or chided about how i'm gonna die out there, about how i'm horribly idealistic and romantic (all the while they're telling kids to dream big and that they can do whatever they want in life). i've got some doctor on a completely one track mind, diagnosing me with schizophrenia because i've got "delusions" and "irrational thought" along with the symptoms of depression. i've never hallucinated, never heard voices, he just thinks that it's incredibly delusional to want to travel for free once i finish school. i talked to the guy for 10 minutes, and he's stuck on the fact that i want to travel. every person i talk to about it says "yeah, read into the wild, he died". i don't know what exactly they know about the whole backpacking/travel/squatting thing, but i'm sure it's all bad, cause that's all i hear from them. is it true that everyone that hitch-hikes gets murdered? is it true that every trainhopper gets mauled? is it true that every homeless person dies of starvation? that's the vibe they get. i know it's not as easy as it sounds, it can be dangerous, and it's difficult, but if i told the guy i wanted to be a professional skateboarder he wouldn't think twice about it.
what exactly do you tell them? what the fuck can i say? they don't believe me. i guess i'm just another kid who is pissed off at society, only because it's frustrating to fix it.
what exactly do you tell them? what the fuck can i say? they don't believe me. i guess i'm just another kid who is pissed off at society, only because it's frustrating to fix it.