Thanks for sharing man! Find what you love and be the best you can be at it!
As for the music, it's too angsty for my blood. I no longer stay up drinking and chain smoking with friends but find me 3 years ago and I would be right on track with what you're singing about. Also, I feel like you're holding back on your vocals and guitar, as if you have more to give but don't. When I hear this type of music I want to feel the emotions. But thats just me ya know?
Keep playing, fuck what people say about your music :