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@Brodiesel710 Mmm, that's a good-lookin structure, but I've never quite had my Illuminati pyramids in a row enough to follow it's rules. I have to break them.
@Older Than Dirt No, you're not wrong. I met all kinds of girls that I like back in Memphis when I was in college on campus. Women of all different races, ethnicities, nationalities, professions, subcultures, interests, etc. There were even quite a few hipster chicks and girls into video games and like, fantasy stuff and what-not.
Where I am now, I don't have much in common with anyone because everyone's either a devout Christian who gets married or has kids by the age of approx. 25, or everyone just works and smokes pot and goes to bars, and that's it.
I don't really know how to get into an "in crowd" like
@Brodiesel710 talked about without joining a church, which is tough, because I don't really know how to strike up a conversation with someone at church unless it's about God, or Jesus, or the Bible. Which is interesting and fun when viewing it in a sort of mythological, symbolic, analytical kind of way, but exhausting. And as I've learned from my Mormon friends (I guess), it's like most people around here believe in God differently from me. Especially those Mormons.
Those Mormons are SO CERTAIN that their religion is the correct way, that their book is the right book, but to me, that makes them no different from any other religion that claims that their belief is the right way. And I have a hard time reading the Book of Mormon because I'm thinking, "Man I BARELY know the Bible, why the hell am I gonna spend time reading something that reads like Bible fanfiction according to most people?"
And I'm always leery of religion because everyone thinks their religion is the right stuff (except for Baha'i or Unitarian Universalist and Buddhists, maybe), but I really don't trust Man (in a Biblical sense), and I know how much people can and do tend to use religion in the past to manipulate others and do all kinds of harm.
But I'm not trying to get off onto
that subject again. Let's just say that, as a black sheep, raised and school'd by an Atheist/Objectivist father and a devout Christian mother, in a complex world that I don't have any clear place in, in a country where every kind of belief
under the sun is available to EVERYONE, and the internet allows me to see
ALL SIDES of those beliefs, I like to keep my belief in God practical and simple, which is:
God is most likely, kind of like a game dev.
God, although doesn't go out of His way to make anyone suffer, is not going to speak out directly to me or give me any divine sign or anything. He gave me my intellect and independence, and expects me, as well as everyone else, to use what He gave them to survive and withstand the brutality and unpredictability of nature and reality itself, and not take it all for granted.
Therefor, I should, doesn't mean I always DO, but I SHOULD, act as if God is real. Which means I assume He is a good God. If he IS a good God, then I hope I am pleasing him by doing good. If He is a cruel God, then I hope I am pissing him off by doing good.
And to me, that means doing the most amount of objective good (like creating and helping others) as I can possibly muster, do as little objective bad as possible (like committing unnecessary violence and destruction), and for things that are unclear and uncertain or more subjective, to use the thinking and judging skills that He gave me to seek out wisdom and make as good of decisions as I possibly, honestly can.
Sorry that got a big longer than I wanted a bit off-topic. It just sort of, got me thinking.
@MFB Connie sounds like my kind of girl. Connie sounds like she'd be pretty popular around here.