i guess your right
I just cant decide, i have a need for a normal life but I guess ive always had to need to get away from everything this life is. Do you guys ever wonder what will happen when you stop traveling? One day your gonna have to find a job you can be homeless for the rest of your lives can you? So as i asked before...whats the point? Sure you meet people and you get to have crazy adventures but your not any more ahead in life than when you started out, no money in the bank. You eventually have to start over dont you? I want to learn everything I can about this way of life so i have questions.
This has to be the most depressing way of looking at the world that I've ever seen. You clearly measure your success in dollars, and I think you're the kind of person who would get more out of a book about someone having an adventure than actually having one.
You're 22? Shit, I was expecting a highschooler, and you're older than me? Jesus, man...
You very clearly need medication for your bipolar disorder in combination with therapy if you ever wanna feel better. I guess that I can force some sympathy just because of that. You can't help that your neurotransmitter levels are completely whacked out.
How long were you using benadryl? I figure that's gotta be terrible for the brain, long term. Why would you ever use that shit recreationally at those doses? I've done that before, and it results in terrifying psychotic break-type hallucinations.
mike