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Drewski
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Hi, I would like to say right off the bat thanks for reading this. I don't want to give anyone my life story or anything so I will try and keep this as short as possible.
I'm a 21 year old male who, for as long as I can remember, has never had any clue what the hell to do with my life. I often feel as though we are living in a matrix and it's very hard for me to figure out whether I want to stay plugged in or disconnect. I left home a month ago and traveled in my van to Colorado and Montana and had a really great time but for reasons I still don't really know I came back home. It's felt good being back though for sure. I laid low at home for a couple weeks then went on a vacation in WI with my family this week for the 4th of July and now since I'm back home again I know I need to figure out my next move and get my shit together. I don't have any money and I'm feeding myself using food stamps I got when I was in Montana. I certainly don't want anything to do with a job yet I still do well at living cheap while staying healthy. I feel as though there is a bit of pressure to get ideas in motion cause it's been this way for awhile and I know my mom doesn't want me still chillin here without my own money to buy things beyond food or pay rent even though I feel I have pretty much all I need to make myself happy. It also doesn't help that I can't focus for shit and am a pretty lazy person (although I'm always willing to help out if someone needs it). Other than what I've already said I don't really enjoy describing myself and I feel I'm too complex to do that anyway. I guess I'm just on a journey of truth and self discovery in a nutshell.
To conclude, I guess the reason I'm posting this is because I have done this before on here where I posted an ad reaching out to people and it worked really well and I communicated with some really cool folks and I have hope that maybe someone understands what I'm feeling (neutrality?) and needs someone to talk to like I do. Maybe even travel together if it's meant to be.
So I guess if you're feelin' what I'm feelin' just shoot me a response or PM me and we can go from there. Thank you again for reading and caring and I hope you have a good day. Peace.
I'm a 21 year old male who, for as long as I can remember, has never had any clue what the hell to do with my life. I often feel as though we are living in a matrix and it's very hard for me to figure out whether I want to stay plugged in or disconnect. I left home a month ago and traveled in my van to Colorado and Montana and had a really great time but for reasons I still don't really know I came back home. It's felt good being back though for sure. I laid low at home for a couple weeks then went on a vacation in WI with my family this week for the 4th of July and now since I'm back home again I know I need to figure out my next move and get my shit together. I don't have any money and I'm feeding myself using food stamps I got when I was in Montana. I certainly don't want anything to do with a job yet I still do well at living cheap while staying healthy. I feel as though there is a bit of pressure to get ideas in motion cause it's been this way for awhile and I know my mom doesn't want me still chillin here without my own money to buy things beyond food or pay rent even though I feel I have pretty much all I need to make myself happy. It also doesn't help that I can't focus for shit and am a pretty lazy person (although I'm always willing to help out if someone needs it). Other than what I've already said I don't really enjoy describing myself and I feel I'm too complex to do that anyway. I guess I'm just on a journey of truth and self discovery in a nutshell.
To conclude, I guess the reason I'm posting this is because I have done this before on here where I posted an ad reaching out to people and it worked really well and I communicated with some really cool folks and I have hope that maybe someone understands what I'm feeling (neutrality?) and needs someone to talk to like I do. Maybe even travel together if it's meant to be.
So I guess if you're feelin' what I'm feelin' just shoot me a response or PM me and we can go from there. Thank you again for reading and caring and I hope you have a good day. Peace.