not sure what the weather & evening skies are at the moment, but this is going to last for a bit..
should be a bit pretty, if you have the time to meditate on it..
http://www.skyandtelescope.com/astr...t-up-early-see-five-planets-at-once-01182015/
the earth is beautifull all the way around..
see if you can feel the trees, or what the ground beneath the snows says..
i have a hard time in the city, but if you're there, definitely head out & about..
i'm not making light of yer SAD, but.. man.. if you can do anything to keep the circulation going, do it..
cabin fever *sucks*.. if there's a farm around, or a 4H, & you're not working, maybe you could help out with the livestock.. or an animal shelter.. be near things that are alive & give you feedback..
maybe even get some flowers for yourself..
but whatever you do, *don't* stare at the fucking walls..
everyone has a right to try & be where they want to be, & if you hate where yer at, for whatever reason, then get somewhere else, if you can..
but if you *have* to be where you are, try to look at it as *waiting*, not as being restrained..
spring isn't very far away, & after the 21st, the days will start getting longer..
but be as active as you can..
anyways.. sorry you feel shitty..
hope you find something that gets you feeling a little better..