mikefwt
Well-known member
OK, so over the past year, ive gotten myself into a bit of trouble that could possibly land me in jail for three to six months. Thankfully, i acquired a bomb lawyer and the charges were just recently dropped with me having to do things like community service and some other stuff that i had to have completed for the charges to actually be dropped.
Rewind a couple months and i was ticketed for something that has a max penality of 20 days in the slammer. I highly doubt i will get that, as all i have to go is pay a 160 dollar fine and im done with it.
In that year time span, i developed an intense fear of going to jail. Rather i should say prison. And i dont mean 3 to 6 in a county jail or at a prison farm two counties over. I mean doing TIME in the big house. Its literally turned into my worst nightmare. I have dreams about going to prison and they are the worst that ive ever had. In those dreams i dont get shanked on the yard or raped in the shower; im there for a long time. It never occured to me what i actually did to be in prison but i was always going to be there for a long, long time. And thats whats really terrifies me about prison. Knowing one day that you'll get out, but youre going to miss out on 10, 15, 20, maybe even 30 years of you're life. Hell, even 5 years or a year is awful.
But also in that past couple of months or maybe weeks, im not too sure, I have also devolped this fantasy to want to experience PRISON on a very small scale. Maybe a year or two, as my only two experiences in jail add up to a total of about 36 hours. I dont know why i have that feeling and i haven't quite figured out what it means to me. I guess maybe to see what its like. Maybe to prove my fears right or wrong or maybe to conquer them?
MY QUESTION TO YOU is how long have to spent time in the slammer? And i dont mean about that time you got locked up in podunk for riding trains. Thats stupid shit i dont care about. Have many of you out there reading this done a couple months? A Year? Two years? And if you dont mind talking about it, what did you do that time for. I think you all get the point of the question.
Rewind a couple months and i was ticketed for something that has a max penality of 20 days in the slammer. I highly doubt i will get that, as all i have to go is pay a 160 dollar fine and im done with it.
In that year time span, i developed an intense fear of going to jail. Rather i should say prison. And i dont mean 3 to 6 in a county jail or at a prison farm two counties over. I mean doing TIME in the big house. Its literally turned into my worst nightmare. I have dreams about going to prison and they are the worst that ive ever had. In those dreams i dont get shanked on the yard or raped in the shower; im there for a long time. It never occured to me what i actually did to be in prison but i was always going to be there for a long, long time. And thats whats really terrifies me about prison. Knowing one day that you'll get out, but youre going to miss out on 10, 15, 20, maybe even 30 years of you're life. Hell, even 5 years or a year is awful.
But also in that past couple of months or maybe weeks, im not too sure, I have also devolped this fantasy to want to experience PRISON on a very small scale. Maybe a year or two, as my only two experiences in jail add up to a total of about 36 hours. I dont know why i have that feeling and i haven't quite figured out what it means to me. I guess maybe to see what its like. Maybe to prove my fears right or wrong or maybe to conquer them?
MY QUESTION TO YOU is how long have to spent time in the slammer? And i dont mean about that time you got locked up in podunk for riding trains. Thats stupid shit i dont care about. Have many of you out there reading this done a couple months? A Year? Two years? And if you dont mind talking about it, what did you do that time for. I think you all get the point of the question.