vegetarianathan
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I'm hungry, broke, unemployed, and pissed off 95% of the time. Quite often lately (the past 3 months or so), I find myself wishing I was ignorant of things I see now. My vegetarianism that borders on vegan is keeping me hungry because I refuse to eat most foods offered by homeless shelters and whatever I can find. Why? Because of my morals. My anti-corporate mentality is keeping me unemployed when I can easily get a job at Wal-Mart or McDonalds. I drink and smoke, but I need something to give me that 5% of not being pissed off constantly. The one solace I find is in my girlfriend aka my last hope for this fucking town, whom I have barely seen over the past 2 weeks. I don't know what I'm feeling. Some mix of angst, apathy, anger, and frustration. I just wish I could be happy and full and not worry about tomorrow. You know? Although in some ways I definitely I am glad that I am more aware than a lot of those around me. It just really sucks having morals and personal philosophies.
Has anybody else felt this way or is it just me? Maybe what I'm saying is nonsensical, but feel free to comment.
Edit: Sorry if there is already another of these posts..
Has anybody else felt this way or is it just me? Maybe what I'm saying is nonsensical, but feel free to comment.
Edit: Sorry if there is already another of these posts..