back out and fucking hate it

[daveycrockett]

annndd...one year later...same shit. .living with a woman since march..season ended..fighting...cops..jail...engagement ring thrown...back on the street wirh nothing but the clothes on my back and phone...slept setting up in the rain last night wet..shaking...not well..i hate this fucking cycle..over and over...i try so hard to be decent but end up stripped of everything instantly..im so fucked i cant deal with this.....im not ok..

 

[ByronMc]

You can end the cycle, if you choose, it just takes some hard honest work ! Go to a meeting,then to the next meeting, keep on going,it will get better !

 

[daveycrockett]

You can end the cycle, if you choose, it just takes some hard honest work ! Go to a meeting,then to the next meeting, keep on going,it will get better !
not an alcoholic dont really get along with aa's...if thats what you are talking about..its women and money...and what ican do for them...i make good money durng the season but then when i have to work for someone else and dont make as much im out the door...every fucking year..they all want to marry me..love you.blah.blah.blah...then im like this and i see it coming too..i feel so stupid..i should know better and forsee the behavior which is similar but choose to stay and trust they are decent but....idk

 

[daveycrockett]

that was weird..why my reply is in your message..

 

[professorjpj]

I say just give up... But that's my 2 cents only...

 

[daveycrockett]

Suck it..my two cents

 

[professorjpj]

That's the spirit! You've got it!