DeanBean93
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My name is Dean, 23 and I have no idea what the fuck I am going to do. Wasted the last six years of my life doing nothing but drinking, doing drugs and living in my imagination. Thought about moving out to California and joining a militia but someone made me realize how dumb that is. I'd probably get myself killed, thrown in jail or I'd end up going back home to my family feeling defeated. I live in New Mexico, jump back and forth between friends and family. I am a high school dropout, I donate plasma and do other odd jobs to make cash. I want to squat, live off the land, join a hippie commune, cult, militia, start a life in crime, become a clown, paparazzi, costume photograph poser, youtube film critic, professional homeless person, etc. No, I'm joking but I'd like to try squatting, meet new people, do new things. I don't want to be that "Into The Wild" guy and end up dead but I don't want to die here in NM. I'm a big movie guy and no I'm not going to make you read my screenplay. I'm not looking to be an actor, director, writer, producer, cinematographer, the next Pauline Kael, etc. Movies are dead anyway so fuck it. It's just the one thing I care about and like to talk about, I don't have any Hollywood aspirations. I'm just looking for advice on the nomad lifestyle and I want to experience life, I want to make new memories. Sounds pretentious, I know but hey at least I'm not some douchey white guy from a nice, rich family trying to find himself. I'm a dumbass brown guy who doesn't know what to do. Since Trump has been elected POTUS, I'm a bit worried about going out on my own but I'm Native American so I can high road white people, not that it makes much of difference anyway. Again, just want advice on good places to stay, what to look for, who to trust, etc. Doing a lot of research but would love some advice. Just some dumb fuck who wants to fuck around in other places that aren't New Mexico or Arizona
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