rando
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The older I get the more I can see what I've lost. The more I think about I the opportunities I didnt take advantage of. When I look back on my life, (which, mind you is not a very long time) there are faces of those that I loved that now I can hardly picture in my mind's eye. Lovers and friends whom I've left or those I never loved or befriended at all. Perhaps if I would've taken my chance with you, you wouldn't have a child from someone you haven't loved in years. Or if I would have tried harder to help you my friend you would still be alive. Or never would have gone to prison. If i would have asked you to stay where would we be now? What could I have changed? What couldn't I have changed.
The thing about life that's most difficult for me to cope with is that I can never go back. That is likely why I am so certain that from here on out I will only do what feels right. Ignoring my instinct is a childlike thing of the past. Too much time spent wondering "what if?" will drive a person mad. It's time to start living for today... right?
The thing about life that's most difficult for me to cope with is that I can never go back. That is likely why I am so certain that from here on out I will only do what feels right. Ignoring my instinct is a childlike thing of the past. Too much time spent wondering "what if?" will drive a person mad. It's time to start living for today... right?