seriously people especially my woman really dont get me when it comes to feelings, emotions, etc. yea yea im a guy but im a freedom lovin hippy who wanders around in the country. the city aint my thing. people here are dicks and are all like government lovin fools. fuckin hate that shit.
anyways so ive been delaying hitchhiking for about a year now. theres other posts on here about how i stayed in the woods for like 3 weeks and was constantly livin with random fuckin people, sometimes family or relatives, friends, strangers. basically living on the streets during the day and (i hate how that sound...livin on the streets *scoff* ) and crashin with wherever i could. this went on for about 7 months. then i finally got a job. but i left after a month. i wanted the FUCK out of here. seriously man i hate this shit. i dont want the life all those "normal" people have. ive thought about this shit for like years man, all my life, i aint a stranger to the war on hippies, and the governments, and religion u know. ive been around the block hundreds if not millions of times. i understand this shit. i grew up around it.
anyways i bout a bus ticket to des moines iowa, cuz i chilled with some college kid in some town there called Maxwell. been meaning to go back for a long time. cuz we had good times together and its a lonely state. great for solitary life. the life of a hermit. somethin like that. anyways i never went. i ended up eventually meeting my lady. and heres where shit went to hell.
i knew full well if i got a woman id be fucked. theyd drag me down more than likely to some lifestyle i dont want. my mind my heart my soul my lifestyle who i am my beliefs everything says NO FUCK THAT. i do what i want. and ive been puttin it off for so fucking long. i wanna get the fuck out and hitchhike.
Ive already tried leavin like 5 times. she found out about it one of the times. almost left me. as badly as wanted to elave i couldnt bring myself to just leave her. then we eventually ended up livin together for like 6 months almost now. feels like 2 or 3 years for me especially, because i chose to remain single prior to meeting her for like 2 years.....
and she knows i wanna be free. u know. free from all the daily drama and bs cuz thats what it is. city life bullshit. im not running from responsibility for one. we have no kids, and we're just bf/gf. aint married . but everytime i try i just cant do it. shes my wife basically but unmarried. u know 6 month aint long but when uve never been livin with someone, largely because i move around too much u know. and then bam u get into this relationship, and slowly by surely u just cantleave.
anyways so ive been delaying hitchhiking for about a year now. theres other posts on here about how i stayed in the woods for like 3 weeks and was constantly livin with random fuckin people, sometimes family or relatives, friends, strangers. basically living on the streets during the day and (i hate how that sound...livin on the streets *scoff* ) and crashin with wherever i could. this went on for about 7 months. then i finally got a job. but i left after a month. i wanted the FUCK out of here. seriously man i hate this shit. i dont want the life all those "normal" people have. ive thought about this shit for like years man, all my life, i aint a stranger to the war on hippies, and the governments, and religion u know. ive been around the block hundreds if not millions of times. i understand this shit. i grew up around it.
anyways i bout a bus ticket to des moines iowa, cuz i chilled with some college kid in some town there called Maxwell. been meaning to go back for a long time. cuz we had good times together and its a lonely state. great for solitary life. the life of a hermit. somethin like that. anyways i never went. i ended up eventually meeting my lady. and heres where shit went to hell.
i knew full well if i got a woman id be fucked. theyd drag me down more than likely to some lifestyle i dont want. my mind my heart my soul my lifestyle who i am my beliefs everything says NO FUCK THAT. i do what i want. and ive been puttin it off for so fucking long. i wanna get the fuck out and hitchhike.
Ive already tried leavin like 5 times. she found out about it one of the times. almost left me. as badly as wanted to elave i couldnt bring myself to just leave her. then we eventually ended up livin together for like 6 months almost now. feels like 2 or 3 years for me especially, because i chose to remain single prior to meeting her for like 2 years.....
and she knows i wanna be free. u know. free from all the daily drama and bs cuz thats what it is. city life bullshit. im not running from responsibility for one. we have no kids, and we're just bf/gf. aint married . but everytime i try i just cant do it. shes my wife basically but unmarried. u know 6 month aint long but when uve never been livin with someone, largely because i move around too much u know. and then bam u get into this relationship, and slowly by surely u just cantleave.