i HATE fucking work!! (ok.. ok.. i'm *not* wealthy & *do* work, but.. if i vote for it, do i get it??)
BUT.......... i enjoy being able to choose my own slavery.. & what i do after i tell my employers to go fuck off..
actually was a direct employee of some fucking billionaire a couple of years ago..
turned into a fucking shit throw..
my resignation letter, in part, read:
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The attached file is a composite (in varying degrees of transparency and contrast) of the existing drainage as per Snohomish County, the preliminary blueberry design, the portion of Lowell Larimer road **as actually surveyed** and the main aerial in reduced opacity for easy visual reference.
I am not a freaking magician.
I have literally just saved you a minimum of $100,000, while you have been scratching your heads wondering what the fuck I am doing.
I can prove my work, and I will do it for free & not bitch about another thing, in any way whatsoever, if it turns out I am wrong, & need to take every freaking lost penny & sulk away to somewhere that I won't be a bother to you.
I turned down a job paying nearly TWICE my current wages to be here with you.
I can provide you my goddamned **offer letter** if you want it from me.
****to be here with you****
Do you know that instead of looking for a place to live, I work on the weekends, and do not charge you?
Do you know that I shit in a bucket, and bury my turds in the dirt?
You are strangers to me.
& yet, with you, sirs, I have trusted what I believe was reasonable.
i am here, shitting in a plastic bucket..
No electricity, no fucking equipment.
I didn't drive here to be your enemy, but hey.. if conflict is what makes you happy, I am a goddamned fucking dick that lives on your doorstep that will be happy, too.
Win or lose, I dun care.
You will die, before I let go.
all i want is to do my job.
i don't want to be a whore or a bitch or a pain...
I need my tools, I need the money I have spent..
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well.. i got paid..
i got paid & i got fired.. good fucking riddance..
felt good, though..
[ btw, mistah 7 of X's, my tenses below are general, not directed towards any specific persons...
. except scumbags.... . ]
soo.. i enjoy working a shitload..
when i'm working with good people, good equipment, fair pay
almost never fucking happens, though..
my job is pretty decent in a lot of ways, though..
i work outside, i move around, go to a lot of different sites, a lot of variety in activities to get things done..
if i dinna survey, i'd be.. i dunno.. probably journeyman construction..
that or a nukier signintist..
; )
main thing about working is it can do 1 of 2 things.. maybe more.. but def these two:
wrap a noose around your neck, ankles & wrists, so that you never move from it..
or
be a tool to be free on your own terms..
being free means taking shit, one way or the other..
you busk?
well.. you have to deal with the folks that pay you..
you beg?
same fucking thing..
work for some fucking dick who's bottom line is self-interest & profit?
same same same fucking thing..
not working doesn't make people scumbags..
not being honest does..
not helping does
not being willing to clean your own shit, or make other people worry for you, so *they* have to feed you, when they HAVE NO MORE THAN YOU ********deffffiiinnnattteeellllyyyy*********** make you a scumbag.
but hey..
if you don't hurt anyone, & leave it up to others to help you, more fucking power to you..
.... & enjoy the ride..
it won't last long, & you'll eventually have to choose whether or not to *be* a scumbag to stay on, but..
it you can, without hurting others (taking from people, for instance, who need what they have, but share it, because they believe a lie you have told them).. then.. more power to you..
right around 24 or 25 is when people start looking at you & say "hey? can't you work?"
& if you say "yeah, but i don't want to" & they say "cool!! have a hamburger!!" then good for fucking you.
if you look up mournfully at someone, & they have a shitty fucking car, & obviously not a lot of fucking money, & you've just thrown been thrown down $100 for 3 hours of flying, & they ask "do you guys need money?" & you fucking take it so you can get some fucking luxury item, then you are a turd.
poor people don't prey on poor people.
do that, while being lazy, & everything is fucking cool..
don't lie.
travel.
fight your fucking addictions to your fucking death if feeding them means you will take what is needed from those whom need it so that they can simply exist..
there is a tremendous amount of fucking love in this world..
people will help..
***love*** is work..
if you **will not** do that work, you are fucking doomed.
you will never see the sky you believe you are free under.
you will be like a billionaire, counting his power & money, as you meditate upon your great scores of the day.
you will be a fucking scumbag.
my father.. my goddamned father, may his ashes fly sunward..
had a desk job for a thousand fucking years..
& i dunno..
maybe he was more free than me.
that is fucking love.
that is fucking work.
maybe you don't know everything.
maybe you don't learn the same meaning for the same fucking words in the *same* fucking language..
' *but*..
you do what you believe..
fucked up, scary, wrong, stupid or even insane..
you do what you **believe**....
& then, whatever work you do
is actually work..
it may not be work that is essentially good.. (which is the best argument against work in general, perhaps, if you are lazy enough to make that accusation against it...)
it may not be that work will actually *accomplish* anything (as if accomplishment has intrinsic meaning)..
it may not even be that what you loved enough to
' work
' for
' will survive..
but you will have loved.
you will have believed.
& you will have worked.
i assure you,
karma, heaven, or just making a fucking difference
do this work of being something else
& even if you are evil by way of ignorance
you will move humanity towards what it most dearly should become.
& if that is wrong?
or a fantasy?
or a lie to hold away fear?
then better that.
because if working towards something more than simple hunger or greed is not enough to change us
then all the universe will know,
at the end,
is
hunger
& greed.
scumbags will win.
humans will lose.
soooo..
i hate fucking work
but i love getting shit done
; )