Been thinking about variations of the nomadic lifestyle since I was in middle school and truly its the only thing I can think of that would bring me a sense of purpose beyond the rat race. Society scares the shit outta me and I dont want to continue on the path towards that lifestyle. The issue lies in the fact that I have near no experience beyond a few roadtrips and I dont want to fling myself into a lifestyle like squatting or vanlife and have it end up not working out and then im fucked. Any thoughts? This is basically my only choice besides a 9-5 shit job forever. I wish it was easy to choose.