does anyone here have trouble establishing consistency anywhere even if they try? i can barely hang on to gear, stay in one place, like even stuff that really matters to me just seems to evaporate. i had this sick dagger with a birds head for the handle that i keep with me cause im alone in india and the shit is just gone for no reason, for some reason i always lose a knife when i get one. does anyone else deal with this stuff? my gear used to be a big backpack with all this stuff and a guitar with a case but over the years its just turned into me bumming around with a guitar and a suit, nothing else.