daveycrockett
Well-known member
ive been in a house for two years now and it may not work where i am. when i was younger i traveled out of necessity but the lifestyle stuck and now that im thinking about leaving it seems the that i want to go back to the streets. It was a very hard lifestyle for a long time(16 to 32) but i want the freedom and to live life and not be stuck in one place. Im not married or have kids at the moment i dont have much if any cash which is one of the problems here, it seems when you have money and everything is easy people are cool but when your back is against the wall and funds are low people show their true colors. all in all i am with someone and two children who are not mine who refuses to work claims physical sickness to not have to go to work but is totally capable (doing) when it is handed to them. I feel i am being taken advantage of, constantly disrespected, lied to and in all treated like shit. its hard for me to up and leave because many times in my life from the age of 10 or so ive had my living situation change in a day where i would have what i need and be put out with nothing but the clothes on my back which is will what happen if and when i leave here. there is no work for me here for another two months and its pretty bad. i try to explain to the other person how the way they are treating me is wrong but they take what i continue to express and say the same about me word for word as what i believe to be in part them not being able to accept their wrongdoing and be equal with me but be manipulative and abusive. im in NY in February, i love and hate the streets as well as my current situation.....