smiledoge
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Hello everyone. My name is Austin. I live in Jacksonville Florida, and in 1 &1/2 months my probation period with my parents will be up, and if I don't find a job by then I will be homeless. With no one to help me locally, my family doesnt have room to help me, no jobs, there is nothing here for me if I don't succeed. And I damn sure feel like its not.
Here is my situation. I am here for advice. Advice from people who have and are hiking. I need to know what to do and what I need. Currently I am borderline in poverty personally. The only thing I own to my name is my iPod touch, which runs about as fast as a windows 95 and has been dropped one too manny times. Everything else I own has been taken from me by my parents. I dont even own a simple cellphone because i can afford to keep it on. And it sucks cause I'm 20 going on 21 in oct. I've had 3 jobs since I graduated high school, all of which ended on bad terms. I've also attempted the millitary, but it's very obvious they don't want anyone in the millitary, cause the Cheifs there are sadistic bastards. Bootcamp has left me mentaly fucked. And I do drugs to keep me happy.
Speaking of drugs and happiness, I have been extremely depressed since 2010. I was depressed before bootcamp because I couldn't smoke weed. I got to bootcamp and a Cheif made me almost jump out a 3 story building to my death. I had never felt so shitty in my life. The millitary was my last chance to succeed in life. So I can have and do what I wanted. And I now realize its not gonna happen.
I have not told anyone my plans, because I know what I'm gonna hear; "hitch hiking is the dumbest idea you've ever had Austin. People get killed" we'll homeless people have been getting killed in Jacksonville lately by 14 year old gangbangers. And either way you look at it death will come to us eventually. But is rather be up and going, and traveling places, meeting people. Not rotting in a jobless Detroit copycat city.
All I'm here for is advice, and maybe someone to travel with. Cause I know my time is already up.
Here is my situation. I am here for advice. Advice from people who have and are hiking. I need to know what to do and what I need. Currently I am borderline in poverty personally. The only thing I own to my name is my iPod touch, which runs about as fast as a windows 95 and has been dropped one too manny times. Everything else I own has been taken from me by my parents. I dont even own a simple cellphone because i can afford to keep it on. And it sucks cause I'm 20 going on 21 in oct. I've had 3 jobs since I graduated high school, all of which ended on bad terms. I've also attempted the millitary, but it's very obvious they don't want anyone in the millitary, cause the Cheifs there are sadistic bastards. Bootcamp has left me mentaly fucked. And I do drugs to keep me happy.
Speaking of drugs and happiness, I have been extremely depressed since 2010. I was depressed before bootcamp because I couldn't smoke weed. I got to bootcamp and a Cheif made me almost jump out a 3 story building to my death. I had never felt so shitty in my life. The millitary was my last chance to succeed in life. So I can have and do what I wanted. And I now realize its not gonna happen.
I have not told anyone my plans, because I know what I'm gonna hear; "hitch hiking is the dumbest idea you've ever had Austin. People get killed" we'll homeless people have been getting killed in Jacksonville lately by 14 year old gangbangers. And either way you look at it death will come to us eventually. But is rather be up and going, and traveling places, meeting people. Not rotting in a jobless Detroit copycat city.
All I'm here for is advice, and maybe someone to travel with. Cause I know my time is already up.