you are "looking forward" to the day..
can you throw away *everything* you own, down to a backpack, or maybe a small truckbed's worth of shit?
i mean, if you don't have much, yer good to go.
i only say this because you used the word "hobo".
"hobo" is kind of a word like "christian"..
there's the real thing & the imaginary thing & the difference between the two is about the same as when gravitation ceases to be an influence on bodies that carry mass..
i dunno.. are you saying you want to be a hobo when you retire?
i'm not being impolite, i'm just pointing to the fact that you can die, with a distinctly increased probability, at any moment, once you throw your shit away enough that you don't need much more than what a horse or two can carry..
how do you want to "go"?
walk?
bike?
jump?
tramp?
boat?
if you want to "just" go, throw away most of what you own, with no more than a box or two kept in a hole or someplace you think will be safe, and then just fucking go.
is the day you are looking forward to on the calendar?
what preparations are you making?
so you can return?
lots of threads on here about what your backpack needs. you can outfit in about 96 hours..
everyone is welcome here, voyeurs & broken bodies alike..
we are not, however, cartoons or entertainment episodes..
'interests' have nothing to do with just fucking going..
take the hardest day of work you have ever had, add the scariest episode where you have feared for your life, combine it with the most fucking pain any injury has ever caused you & put it into a one week period where you have been as sick as you can remember, & then divide by 30, and you will get about an average 2 or 3 month period of travel, where nothing actually goes catastrophically wrong..
unless it *does* go wrong, in which case you don't just "just deal with it", but have to get your ass out of whatever fuckup the current week has brought, so long as it isn't fully life threatening..
chbrist, i lovbe m y sake'/..
i am just warning you about the La la la s..
the La la la s will fucking eat you.. first chance they get.. unless you are trying to *not* la la la..
savy?
time kills..
time fucking kills.
as surely as dishonesty, hate & fear..
welcome to StP, mofo
& God bless you & keep your soul..
unless you really do it,
in which case...