Ah, where to begin. With a warning perhaps. This is a rant. Read, me bitching about my life. You have been warned.
My family is annoying the shit out of me. I don't know where in the magical papers I never signed it said I would agree to immediately grow up and do things everyone else does. I would like to see the paperwork, and to inspect my signature, as it is highly suspect. I also don't know when I gave everyone permission to comment on my aspirations and make suggestions. Maybe I missed that meeting? I don't know. I REALLY want to know where I agreed, upon entering a relationship, I would immediately align all my goals with my partner, abandon everything I had previously been working on, and subjugate my life to theirs. It just gets frustrating, people telling me where I'm supposed to go, who I'm supposed to be, asking what happened to me. Telling me I had "Such potential". Really? I've not been anywhere since april because I was trying to make sure my family would be alright and be housed up for the winter. I took in a guy I had known for two months and moved out of my grandparents house so he wouldn't be alone on the streets. I sold my laptop, actually the only thing I own of any real value, to pay for rent. I panhandled in the middle of town for three days and begged for odd jobs so that we could pay the deposit on our storage unit. I don't expect a gold star for these things, but to say I'm doing nothing about them and not trying is a fucking joke.
My family is annoying the shit out of me. I don't know where in the magical papers I never signed it said I would agree to immediately grow up and do things everyone else does. I would like to see the paperwork, and to inspect my signature, as it is highly suspect. I also don't know when I gave everyone permission to comment on my aspirations and make suggestions. Maybe I missed that meeting? I don't know. I REALLY want to know where I agreed, upon entering a relationship, I would immediately align all my goals with my partner, abandon everything I had previously been working on, and subjugate my life to theirs. It just gets frustrating, people telling me where I'm supposed to go, who I'm supposed to be, asking what happened to me. Telling me I had "Such potential". Really? I've not been anywhere since april because I was trying to make sure my family would be alright and be housed up for the winter. I took in a guy I had known for two months and moved out of my grandparents house so he wouldn't be alone on the streets. I sold my laptop, actually the only thing I own of any real value, to pay for rent. I panhandled in the middle of town for three days and begged for odd jobs so that we could pay the deposit on our storage unit. I don't expect a gold star for these things, but to say I'm doing nothing about them and not trying is a fucking joke.
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