Adjusting back to normal life

[BusGypsy]

There's been times where I feel "feral" compared to other people; not fitting in.

 

[Johny]

There's been times where I feel "feral" compared to other people; not fitting in.

Yeah I been going back and forth with that alot lately.
I'm actually sitting here on the couch with my sleeping bag thinking about sleeping in the yard.
It's like I can't breathe in here.

 

[Johny]

Just an update, im doing better , I pretty much don't leave home now but am adjusted to at least not thinking I have to constantly move.
I still IDK think of everything as I would if I was still traveling though .
Every bit of spare money I get I'm thinking of what gear I need lol.
I hardly drink now and actually get to sleep in so that's kinda nice.
Not really I guess so parinoid about everything.

 

[Pate123]

Hey man, I can relate. I went from hopping and hitching for a year to getting extradited and then prison for two more. Not to give my life story, but I got out recently and everything is fucking wack. What has helped me is physical exercise, playing an instrument, weed, this blog, and sex. The biggest problem for me is talking to people and close relationships. so I started looking for it, and usually if I'm super blunt with them, it works out or they fuck off cause they're a cunt. Try to find someone you mix with easily. But I'm on parole and can't hop out or leave. That's my two cents. I hope this helped, you're not alone.

 

[Johny]

Hey man, I can relate. I went from hopping and hitching for a year to getting extradited and then prison for two more. Not to give my life story, but I got out recently and everything is fucking wack. What has helped me is physical exercise, playing an instrument, weed, this blog, and sex. The biggest problem for me is talking to people and close relationships. so I started looking for it, and usually if I'm super blunt with them, it works out or they fuck off cause they're a cunt. Try to find someone you mix with easily. But I'm on parole and can't hop out or leave. That's my two cents. I hope this helped, you're not alone.

 

[Johny]

Yeah I'm in a tiny Town in Nebraska , im from Montana so don't know anyone for 1000 miles but my girl , kinda just stay shut up in this house .but things are starting to chill and I'm getting used to life again.
Still want to get out and hop.
But hopefully I get another bass here soon and will have that to do.

 

[ElonMusksButtcheeks]

Well I have both , just got contacted by my son after 18 years this week and going through some relationship stuff.
Plus I've had anxiety PTSD and depression since 1997 .
There is allot going on

I think you could get counseling. It helped me a lot. There might be some Medicare/low cost options if you look up a state clinic.

I’m having trouble adjusting too but it’s just boredom from the monotony. I wish you the best

 

[ElonMusksButtcheeks]

Yeah I'm in a tiny Town in Nebraska , im from Montana so don't know anyone for 1000 miles but my girl , kinda just stay shut up in this house .but things are starting to chill and I'm getting used to life again.
Still want to get out and hop.
But hopefully I get another bass here soon and will have that to do.

That’s cool! What type of music do you play/what band do you like?

 

[benton]

Maybe you are an introvert?