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pretty sure I never claimed I would actually never interact with people online anymore, I just have wanted to and attempted to stop doing it multiple times but as I've also stated before, compulsively do anyway because if I don't interact with people online then I pretty much never interact with...

Yeah you're talking about a very different ecosystem than I'm trying to do this in and I've interacted with people who have much more experience than I living in this type of ecosystem and there is no pretention that it is easy but your description, as I was trying to say, does not seem...

This is false information. the skills to be an animal do not have to take a long time to acquire, nor do they have to be fraught with danger and suffering. that's ridiculous. obviously it's not an easy thing to go into a degraded landscape and survive alone (I'm not trying to do that) but if you...

I decided sometime this summer that I'm not going to try to acquire more money again once I run out of what I saved up last time I was stationary. right now I'm just living in my car learning as many things to forage as I can, practicing making my own fishing equipment and tools, and generally...

I mean I recognize the interactions and I appreciate that people have tried to offer help, but I would certainly not call any of this connection. I definitely do not feel like I have been understood here or that I have understood here and the internet is far too indirect a means of communication...

after the day when I was basically dry heaving rage which was also the day I was posting here earlier on, I started adding a lot more wild plants to my diet and since then have been feeling more okay with perpetual isolation. but it still sucks that I still haven't spent time with anyone since...

I've sure tried to adapt, but I passed a point where I no longer wanted to try to adapt anymore because it's just not worth it in my opinion. that's all this is literally. I'm just whining like life isn't good enough because I said so and I don't want to make myself more acceptable to others and...

I've talked to loads of people (multiple "professionals" included), but never found a one who I looked up to! I wasn't expecting to solve anything by coming here. it was more like bullshitting to be rebellious because it doesn't matter what I say or do I still can't connect with anyone and no...

I treat myself well in every way other than beating myself up about social interactions and lack thereof. it's depressing to me that what I described became translated to freaking out and showing someone my nakedness. I didn't even freak out, nor was I showing anyone my nakedness.. idk last...

here's some material that seems relevant, if anyone is interested... this article: https://godsandradicals.org/2018/06/27/down-down-to-troy-town/ and this entire series: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL848F2368C90DDC3D

I really don't understand how people don't understand. EDIT: I should probably explain that when I said I don't like people, I don't mean that I dislike people. in actuality I do like most people. I meant I don't like most people enough to pursue closeness with them, not like "oh this person...

you actually are not capable of sharing other people's feelings, no one is. that would be ridiculous. but maybe you meant something else by empathy... I'm not "deciding" I'm not responsible for anything, it's just obvious that everything is either determined or random and there is no room there...

no, actually no one is responsible for anything, that is quite evident.. I don't really think I'm a sociopath, because I feel a lot of things. but empathy is impossible, not just for me. like sympathy is possible, but empathy is a fairytale. but yeah I don't really think I'm such an asshole...

in PA? I've been wanting to do this for a long time but also have not found anyone to do it with.. I'm currently on the west coast though I was thinking of somewhere in the pnw to do it. how did you end up meeting the person you left with?

you're incorrect because no one has any power. things only exist, you aren't responsible for anything. no one is responsible for anything. I would love to live with a dog, have always wanted to and never have, but I don't have the means to adequately take care of myself, let alone another...

you are incorrect.

I also didn't say that other people are the reason I hate myself. I hate myself because I am inadequate and perpetually afraid and ashamed for no reason. I hate other people because they're stupid and it's really annoying. I also hate myself because I think everyone is stupid, but I can't decide...

I can't seek something that isn't there to be found, though I wish it was. none of this is remotely convincing to me, optimism is an undeveloped way of approaching things and I know that people don't get to decide what they think about things. this isn't about depression honestly, remember (if...

worse than free will even, most people seem to believe in the law of attraction.

it just seems kind of ridiculous and tired to tell people to change their beliefs, especially without offering any support for an alternative belief at all. there seems to be no reason for me to talk to people because everyone believes in free will and I have no idea hoe to bridge that...

do you really think this comment does anything? like.. do you believe in God? if not, how about you decide that you do believe in God now. that should fix things up real nice, huh?

I've been living in my car for like two months now and I definitely felt this way beforehand as well, although slightly differently of course because things have happened since then. I have been focusing on "nature" rather than society, even though I generally have been staying near cities...

being on the road helped for a couple weeks, but that stopped when I realized that it is essentially the same as living in one place because civilization is the same everywhere I've been and everyone who isn't crazy is retarded everywhere I've been.

If I get to the point where I would actually do it, then no one would hear anything from me because I'd just do it and not talk to people about it. I think I don't fit into many societal norms at all. I have no desire to continue relying on market-accessed mining-products for survival and there...

yeah I don't know what's up with interpersonal relationships but I definitely don't see how I could pursue connection with anyone again since I'm a psychopath or something. yet of course here I am still posting on the internet because I can't even make myself jump off a fucking cliff and I'm...

is it possible to be healthy and constantly on the verge of suicide? I feel like I eat pretty well and drink good water regularly and get good exercise but my body is just falling apart from the inside out because I hate myself and the universe. any known remedy? it seems that I won't be...

I was fortunate enough to inherit this 186k mile Scion xB to live out of. plenty of space for me (5'6") I just have the bed made of two boards that fit together but I fold the bed back to put the front passenger seat back up. https://image.ibb.co/bP1Jo8/20180523_160654.jpg I've been wwoofing...

thanks all. this post is actually probably a joke because purchasing a vehicle right now is a joke because the internet let any idiot with a piece of garbage sell it to any other idiot with some cash and not much forethought. as if the "economy" isn't a joke to begin with. as if consciousness...

It seems to me that most modern humans rely on extractive processes executed great distances from where we live in order to survive and almost everyone is oblivious or complacent to the fact that these kinds of lifestyles constantly contribute to degeneration of the Earth's biosphere and...

Hey all, my name's Alex. I've only done a bit of traveling so far and currently am stationary but.. I'm saving money (even though fuck money) right now and searching for a well maintained Toyota T100 for sale anywhere east of the rockies and south of the salt belt.. gonna put a bed cap on it...