I'm mostly joking... and other than being a glorious drunk... I'm just saying we all get those lucid moments of life I think...
I mean what the fuck is really going on.... sure if your housed... got lots of money and social prestige... I suppose your mind will let you fool yourself that you know what your reality is...
But if, ... and I'm not sure of this theory myself... as I explore existence... if your living a more freeflow life... things can seem to collide with coincidences and stress can also affect your equilibrium...
Honest, I don't know what the answer is ... but it just might be better to worry less and live more.
Cheers.