i'm 55 goddamned fucking years old.
stop fucking whining.
my back is shit, my teeth suck & i shed..
my eyesight isn't what it used to be, my knees are a bitch, i'm damn well near fucking deaf, & i have to take a shit & piss every morning, whether i want to or not (though i don't fucking leak, *yet*).
i am semi-fucking-fat & not so strong anymore..
if you don't like it, then fucking jump.
i haven't got cancer (i don't think), so *that's* a plus..
when me & my vehicle need to hold existential discourse, i am *still* the one bitching about what a fucking pain in the ass it is to have to get fucking filthy & sit in the goddamned dirt & heat or goddamned ice & fucking cold & resolve with her what it is we can do before one or the other of us dies.
do i like it?
no.
i love my bitch, & i *think* she knows it, but i think she would understand, too, if she knew i would trade her for a horse & the ability to ride on open range from one side of the country to the other..
that right, however, has been fucking stolen from us...
you get on a fucking horse & try to pass through free range?
you will at least have your gear confiscated, quite possibly be imprisoned, & maybe even shot.
the problem isn't your fucking health.
the problem is your circumstances..
these fucktards that have built 'civilization' are the 'newer' evolutionary variants of of the human species, & have stolen from from the old transient group the basic rights they held to fee passage.
cities & civilizations are by-products of fear, so there is little consideration that has yet been learned about their development, except greed & self interest.
maybe after the dust settles, we'll see how to keep basic human freedoms intact, while still keeping the benefits of larger social interactions, but that wisdom seems far away.
remember; the very, very, very first freedom of almost all animal life, is the freedom to move.
take away that freedom to move, & you have a state of oppression.
the equation is just about that fucking simple.
if you need to move & you wake up in a fucking cage, guess what?
yer gonna feel like shit.
soo.. what do you do?
walk & try & eat plants by the roadside or damn yourself to something you hate to try & keep your body going, just so it can tell you how much it hates being stuck??
the answer is fucking GO.
find a place.. a farm, a forest, a small car that you can afford to live out of, month to month, whatever..
do what you need to..
jump from job to fucking job.. day labor, fuck..
if you really hate what you're doing, do something else.
WWOOF, for god's sake..
do you really think that living in the woods will be any easier than 9-5ing?
it will NOT be..
but.. once you know what you're doing, maybe it'll work out.
i've tried going off grid, & what i found...
what i found..
is that the worst thing to look out for?
are fucking complainers.
it's ok to bitch, but don't fucking complain.
don't like the fact that the logs are 200 pound each & have to be cut into 3 parts & then split?
fine.
bitch all you like & curse at them & love them, but don't fucking complain.
just do the work & gripe your ass off, but don't fucking whine..
don't like that it's so fucking cold out that it will kill you in 15 minutes if you have bare just a shirt & pants & shoes on?
fine.
bitch all you like & even swear at the fact that you hate fucking pain..
but give the goddamned chickens their scratch & make sure the horses have their hay, ok?
bitch, but don't complain..
be glad for what you have, because if what you have isn't enough, you had damn well better be sure you are doing what you can to have enough of what you want, that you know that any shit you are feeling isn't just a matter of self disgust at the compromises you are making..
if you are 32 or younger & feeling sick & there's nothing really wrong with you & you have a decent body mass index & no worms crawling out of your ass or anything, guess what?
***********it is probably in your head************
so fucking *do* something about it.
but don't fucking whine & complain.
get on a goddamned bicycle, for god's sake..
find water & swim..
if you fuck off in front of a fucking TV set or cook on the internet for too long (ha ha i say, after fucking around in this parking lot on my laptop for 2 hours) & you feel lethargic.. well guess fucking what???
of course you are going to feel like shit..
.. am i foaming at the mouth yet...??
anyways..
good luck, guys.. if you aren't really sick, you had better heal yourselves..
if you *are*, then i'm sorry for being a fucking prick,
but if you aren't?
you deserve every fucking word, & you need to WAKE THE FUCK UP, because you have better things to do with your lives & your health, as imperfect as they may be, to just whine & complain about them...