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Toasty Tramp
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It was Oct of 2011 when I lost her.
Getting out of the air force, no job prospects, full time student...full time lover.
We met in Seattle, during an Air Show where all the prominent Air Force's from round the world gathered up on my base to show off their stuff. She was a friend of a friend, and sparks flew immediately. Before I knew her name, we we having a powdered sugar fight and I was showing her all of the cool shit about the jets I worked with. Things took off.
It was 2.5 years later when she received her acceptance letter to a college across the country. Living in Seattle...North Carolina was kinda sorta a big deal, but I supported her fully.
We chatted every night, even began to talk about marriage. And kids. And our future together. I put in the paperwork to transfer bases and be closer to her, and she was totally down. Anything for us to be together, ya know?
3 months pass by, and it turns out that she tripped and stumbled into about 30 different dicks in between us talking about children and marriage and junk. Kick her to that motherfuking curb where she belongs.
Boom. Crushed.
And for quite some time.
About 1.5x the amount of time we were even together before I started to MOVE ON -- We were together for 2.5 years, to be honest.
She ruined me, and any chances I had at finding love elsewhere.
Til recently.
Except that it's WEIRD.
Do you know how long its been since I've given a girl the time of day?? Do you know just how much I dunno wtf to do? After getting to know just a little bit about her, I crave more. This shit is confusing...I haven't given a relationship a thought since Vienna and I split in 2011...but I desperately crave that connection. Just dunno where the fuck to begin, ya know? Dunno how to feel, dunno how to take it. Dunno how to deal with it, and dunno what to even fucking THINK goddamnit.
This shit is ODD.
Nothing. Not even infatuation. Nothing for years, and all of a sudden?
dafuq.
Getting out of the air force, no job prospects, full time student...full time lover.
We met in Seattle, during an Air Show where all the prominent Air Force's from round the world gathered up on my base to show off their stuff. She was a friend of a friend, and sparks flew immediately. Before I knew her name, we we having a powdered sugar fight and I was showing her all of the cool shit about the jets I worked with. Things took off.
It was 2.5 years later when she received her acceptance letter to a college across the country. Living in Seattle...North Carolina was kinda sorta a big deal, but I supported her fully.
We chatted every night, even began to talk about marriage. And kids. And our future together. I put in the paperwork to transfer bases and be closer to her, and she was totally down. Anything for us to be together, ya know?
3 months pass by, and it turns out that she tripped and stumbled into about 30 different dicks in between us talking about children and marriage and junk. Kick her to that motherfuking curb where she belongs.
Boom. Crushed.
And for quite some time.
About 1.5x the amount of time we were even together before I started to MOVE ON -- We were together for 2.5 years, to be honest.
She ruined me, and any chances I had at finding love elsewhere.
Til recently.
Except that it's WEIRD.
Do you know how long its been since I've given a girl the time of day?? Do you know just how much I dunno wtf to do? After getting to know just a little bit about her, I crave more. This shit is confusing...I haven't given a relationship a thought since Vienna and I split in 2011...but I desperately crave that connection. Just dunno where the fuck to begin, ya know? Dunno how to feel, dunno how to take it. Dunno how to deal with it, and dunno what to even fucking THINK goddamnit.
This shit is ODD.
Nothing. Not even infatuation. Nothing for years, and all of a sudden?
dafuq.
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