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We traveled in this van for almost a whole year up the pacific coast. We rented rooms to get out of the cold and had to switch rooms each month due to problems. Now a narcissist prick made a cuckold out of me and I’m back in the van while she is renting the room from that jerk.
I basically saved her from seizures for 8 years and yes she’s having less in Oregon due to the weather and widen availablity of pot. I prefer warmer weather and I’d like to not be around weed anymore (west coast) and I’ve never traveled or lived east of the Rocky Mountains. I’m afraid I’ll have to leave her here, it hurts already and it will be difficult I put so much time energy heart and soul into this relationship for it to go like is devastating but I feel there’s ppl out there’s who will appreciate me more and not overburden me so much.
Helping someone who has epilepsy, without any stable housing or support from friends or family, feels like having to play the roles of an entire family’ various members through a single person (me).
The west coast seems like a huge party zone for the worlds eite, like a giant Las Vegas strip just with a greater variety of climates.... I had to leave my home state (CA) for good due to trauma and I had to leave my ex for similar reasons. She has an income with a room she can afford and pot right down the street for her to stay high on.
I brought her to her promised land now I have to find where I belong and can have friends a community and maybe even love again.
I didn’t get to have a coming out party or a gender reveal party, it was just time for both of us to realize having to provide a “husband” role for her was way too much for me.
I basically saved her from seizures for 8 years and yes she’s having less in Oregon due to the weather and widen availablity of pot. I prefer warmer weather and I’d like to not be around weed anymore (west coast) and I’ve never traveled or lived east of the Rocky Mountains. I’m afraid I’ll have to leave her here, it hurts already and it will be difficult I put so much time energy heart and soul into this relationship for it to go like is devastating but I feel there’s ppl out there’s who will appreciate me more and not overburden me so much.
Helping someone who has epilepsy, without any stable housing or support from friends or family, feels like having to play the roles of an entire family’ various members through a single person (me).
The west coast seems like a huge party zone for the worlds eite, like a giant Las Vegas strip just with a greater variety of climates.... I had to leave my home state (CA) for good due to trauma and I had to leave my ex for similar reasons. She has an income with a room she can afford and pot right down the street for her to stay high on.
I brought her to her promised land now I have to find where I belong and can have friends a community and maybe even love again.
I didn’t get to have a coming out party or a gender reveal party, it was just time for both of us to realize having to provide a “husband” role for her was way too much for me.
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