Whats interesting to me is the psychology behind why we are into what we are into. Theres usually a reason if ya dig a bit. The things that happen to us manifesting themselves in our sexuality seems endless.
For example, for me;
I never knew my biological mama. The woman who adopted me was, simply put, not a very good mother. This resulted in some fun mommy issues and I still go through phases when Im really into mommy porn. If a girl calls me 'good boy' I absolutely melt.
Like a lot of us, my first sexual experiences were being molested by a male family member. Ive never been attracted to men, or even remotely bi curious; however the result of my first sexual experiences being w a man caused me to fuse a penis on to what I was attracted to, which was the female body. At a young age, I didnt really know what a woman had down yonder, so in leui of that, when I was young I mentally placed a penis on women I thought were pretty, and was attracted to that model.
I got older and learned about anatomy, but somewhere in my late teens/early 20s that seed of attraction came about in the form of me watching a lot of transexual porn. It was confusing, and there was a bit of shame attached bc I knew I was straight, but it was still hot.
Nonetheless, porn was a safe way for me to explore some early childhood sexual traumas.
Eventually I figured out the why's after understanding and admitting some things to myself. And now I like what I like wo consideration of much else. (so long as its all consensual)
Being young was a bitch emotionally.
Anyhow. These are two obvious examples. But even very subtle things in our childhood can affect our sexual proclivities in a not so subtle way.
Bro D, and insight into why ya wanna be smothered by a huge ass? 😊
For example, for me;
I never knew my biological mama. The woman who adopted me was, simply put, not a very good mother. This resulted in some fun mommy issues and I still go through phases when Im really into mommy porn. If a girl calls me 'good boy' I absolutely melt.
Like a lot of us, my first sexual experiences were being molested by a male family member. Ive never been attracted to men, or even remotely bi curious; however the result of my first sexual experiences being w a man caused me to fuse a penis on to what I was attracted to, which was the female body. At a young age, I didnt really know what a woman had down yonder, so in leui of that, when I was young I mentally placed a penis on women I thought were pretty, and was attracted to that model.
I got older and learned about anatomy, but somewhere in my late teens/early 20s that seed of attraction came about in the form of me watching a lot of transexual porn. It was confusing, and there was a bit of shame attached bc I knew I was straight, but it was still hot.
Nonetheless, porn was a safe way for me to explore some early childhood sexual traumas.
Eventually I figured out the why's after understanding and admitting some things to myself. And now I like what I like wo consideration of much else. (so long as its all consensual)
Being young was a bitch emotionally.
Anyhow. These are two obvious examples. But even very subtle things in our childhood can affect our sexual proclivities in a not so subtle way.
Bro D, and insight into why ya wanna be smothered by a huge ass? 😊
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