Nelco
Well-known member
fucking everything is garbage
why does everyone have to make things hard on each other
what the fuck is the point
sick of sleeping in beds in square fucking droned out rooms
sick of sleeping in ditches and alley's and having to force myself to ignore the looks on ppl's faces around me while they try to hide how they feel about whats in front of them
sick of cement everything
sick of looking at drug addicts and drunks
sick of everyone talking about only how long they did it and what they said and how blah blah blah
sick of sitting in rooms avoiding everyone
sick of arguing with ppl who expect me to just hang out and look over how they're trying to fuck me over, like it's not happening because they think they're fucking me over but they're to fucking slefish to see i know whats up and i like sharing what i got...it's not that i'm just an easy fuck over
sick of reading books about ppl that give a shit and are actually mindful and stand up for things but they don't actually exist from the looks of it
sick of fucking taking care of other ppl's cigarette habbits
everyone is sooooooooo preoccupied with being a superior asshole that nothing but hurt happens
i sick of telling the hurt ppl it's ok...why does it fucking matter...they're dicks, fuck them
no one really fucking cares about anything but self gratification
I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF EVERYTHING
you know...i contacted the tribal council a few years ago because i was so desperate to get away from man made earth
i emailed each person seperately and they all told me no one believes in anything i bleieve in anymore
i know
the tribal council is there to block ppl, but look whats on the other side now
trailors and drunks and more lost kids?
so this is fucking it
i die with all this hope and beleif inside of me and all everyone cares about is getting shit faced and cutting eachother down and hating eachother and feeding their inflating their fucking ego's
this is all i'll forever be surrounded by
or i could go make friends with a bunch of materialistic, paper chasing assholes that hate everything that isn't shiney and new and probably end up pissing on their shit for sucking the life out of me so much
all these years of searching and traveling through different scenes and cultures and places and degree's and this all i found in life
fuck everything
i'm sick of it all
why does everyone have to make things hard on each other
what the fuck is the point
sick of sleeping in beds in square fucking droned out rooms
sick of sleeping in ditches and alley's and having to force myself to ignore the looks on ppl's faces around me while they try to hide how they feel about whats in front of them
sick of cement everything
sick of looking at drug addicts and drunks
sick of everyone talking about only how long they did it and what they said and how blah blah blah
sick of sitting in rooms avoiding everyone
sick of arguing with ppl who expect me to just hang out and look over how they're trying to fuck me over, like it's not happening because they think they're fucking me over but they're to fucking slefish to see i know whats up and i like sharing what i got...it's not that i'm just an easy fuck over
sick of reading books about ppl that give a shit and are actually mindful and stand up for things but they don't actually exist from the looks of it
sick of fucking taking care of other ppl's cigarette habbits
everyone is sooooooooo preoccupied with being a superior asshole that nothing but hurt happens
i sick of telling the hurt ppl it's ok...why does it fucking matter...they're dicks, fuck them
no one really fucking cares about anything but self gratification
I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF EVERYTHING
you know...i contacted the tribal council a few years ago because i was so desperate to get away from man made earth
i emailed each person seperately and they all told me no one believes in anything i bleieve in anymore
i know
the tribal council is there to block ppl, but look whats on the other side now
trailors and drunks and more lost kids?
so this is fucking it
i die with all this hope and beleif inside of me and all everyone cares about is getting shit faced and cutting eachother down and hating eachother and feeding their inflating their fucking ego's
this is all i'll forever be surrounded by
or i could go make friends with a bunch of materialistic, paper chasing assholes that hate everything that isn't shiney and new and probably end up pissing on their shit for sucking the life out of me so much
all these years of searching and traveling through different scenes and cultures and places and degree's and this all i found in life
fuck everything
i'm sick of it all