themoonisabuoy
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my adventures began at 17,2007. I dropped out of high school in granite city,illinois,got my GED and west south to norman,oklahoma,worked in Moore oklahoma at a movie theatre. I suppose thats when my spiritual journey began which initiated itself as a number,11(thats a different story) i was tent camping in an elderly womans backyard,she drove this huge boat of a vehicle and i always thought it was super funny that she was capable to squeeze it into her parking garage which gave her less than an inch to manuever..i met someone there and we began dating,i think he saved my life in a strange way that i cannot explain but we ended up committing together for 4 years(side story about him,i developed a dot/freckle on my palm out of nowhere,didnt think about it much because who would..but anyway a few weeks later so did he,when we held our palms up to one another they matched,perfectly aligned,we thought it was weird but didnt think too deep about it. A month later i noticed another freckle on my other palm,i looked at his,crazily,to realize that he didnt have a matching one..oodly enough,a few days later,he developed the same dot on his other palm,so i shit u not,when we placed our palms together,they matched perfectly. im not sure if theres a biological reason for this but we took it as we were soul mates and by soul mates i mean, we met eachother in a time where we really needed one another i say that bc i think we have multiple soulmates in life and it doesnt necessarily mean that you are life partners) alex was great but we grew up very differently,he was sheltered and from a stable house and i was opposite. But anyway....i went to a house party in Oklahoma, a gathering that i was invited to during work at the movie theatre, i went with this girl named alicia andrade,she was talking about getting laid bc she recently got her pussy waxed,lol,anyways we went into the house and everyone was rolling so me and alicia was like,hell yeah,give me a drop. About an hour in me n alicia were doing cartwheels and shit haha but then..she began to flop on the floor like a fish,seizure,it was seriously really traumatizing but eventually she succumbed as i was aidinh her and she asked me to be her babies godparent..super weird night. Me and alex moved to saint louis about a year after i moved to oklahoma but his lifestyle wasnt what i was adjusted to nor wanted and we eventually split(now hes married,im happy for him) the next few years of my life were pretty unstable,i drifted off and on to random places,went on very short escursions,randomly,hitchhiking,feeling super lost and emotional then i met nate and we were together for a few years and lived in cedar hill,missouri but split after i dealt with a lot of abuse from him. I ended up moving back to saint louis and worked two jobs,got an offer to get a house contract for deed but a year before my contract was completed i lost it bc i made the mistake of opening up to everyone in my life about my true identity,that i was transgender but did not want to transition(essentially,im a straight woman in a mans body living a gay life) my life fell apart after that,lost a lot of "friends" family,my house,my job,etc,. i decided to randomly drive to boulder,colorado,i thought it was strange bc as i packed my car there was an owl perched above it on a telephine wire,i made many pit stops on the way,sleeping at rest stops,just enjoying my trip. Somehow i made the voyage up to nederland,colorado after hating the attitudes in boulder but eventually made the tread to denver where i unknowingly parked outside a human traffickers pad after this white dove i found flapping its wings outside died in my lap,i just pulled over for the night,in that moment which just so happened to be that traphouse lol(long story,OMGGG) so i eventually left denver and drifting awhile in Nevada but then replied to a cheap room offered in bedstuy brooklyn where it was like a communal place,3 people per room,3 rooms total. i loved it vut eventually got tired of the random fuck buddies my roommates would drag home and the flopping cocks as it was a clothing optional set up,lol just lol. i moved to harlem,soon realizing after a year that its a super racist place to live if youre white so i went to marble hill,a cute lil neighborhood ,upper manhattan where me n the roomies had a garden,fed the squirrels,birds,etc,it was cute. i felt the need to move so i went to paducah kentucky for a few weeks and hated it so now im back in granite city illinois until july 29th which is when i get on a megabus to chicago. i have no idea wtf im doing in life 😂😂 i randonly met someone on a walk,i think it was an angel,he had twinkling lights in his eyes,something tgat i have never seen before,he talked to me a lot about hermetic mysticism and sikhism so i think i want to study more on that and hopefully meet someone special bc im sad as fuck
