Hey so I struggle. Yeah I was abused as a kid whatever. I got over it. Yes I have been raped in the past four years. Dont really give a shit. But it has caused problems for me when it comes to sex. Like yeah I can get hard by myself and i get horny and all that wonderful glorious stuf, but when it comes down to being with another guy, I truly dont enjoy myself and cant get hard. It would be a dream to just be with a sweet attractive guy who can understand this and be comfortable with if im trying to have sex and dont enjoy it for them to understand and not make me feel uncomfortable about it. Like Im not looking for Sympathy but I just get weirded out by being with someone else.