Done With This World

[JohnDoe777]

Hey all - I'm Jason. I'm done with society. I won't ramble on b/c I'm not the only one thats had hard times but here's the short story. I feel like I wasn't made to exist in this society. I've had a lot of worldly things...and I've lost all of it. A couple of times now... I just want to exist in the world without being a slave to somebody else's company only to barely scrape by and not even enjoy life. At this point, my ex-wife has custody of my 2 young boys and I only get to see them about twice a month. I owe California so much money from my past due car registration, tickets, etc that I'm ready to give the state of California a giant Fuck You. I just want to exist somewhere, get high and try to enjoy this life a little. I'm ready to hit the road. I'm not sure where I want to go. I've thought a little about slab city but not sure yet. I don't really know many people in Cali since I'm originally from Louisiana so I really want to make some new friends/traveling companions. If you think you might like to hang out some time hit me up.

 

[Tude]

Wellllll if you wanted a jump off point and fellow travelers to mingle with... Squat the planet is having a big jamboree at the slabs Oct 1st. There is a link to info at the right of this site. And in the mean time there are a lot of people in flux right now heading here and there. Putting a thread into the roaddogs sub forum might garner some fellow travelers. Oh and btw - welcome aboard and go have some fun!

 

[Roofio Roofbum]

Just know you arent the only one who doesnt belong in todays world dude. Hope you find a good crew to camp with.

 

[Mankini]

A great Man once said the Meek shall inherit the Earth. And He had a lot of not so nice things to say about the rich and the ruling elite.

In recognizing the fallacies you have made the first step. What you are experiencing is called "Deprogramming". After decades of brainwashing, all of us need to gradually disassemble, inventory, and reassemble our respective consciousness. The 'American Dream' is the 1st lie. No, you may not be President or an astronaut. You may not join the ranks of the privileged, live in a safe, insular condo in an upscale neighborhood. Bourgeois privilege is for the Bourgeois, not us, the Unwashed.

We will never be rich or powerful. It's all a sham, a ruse, an illusion. Purge and then become whole again.

There is a reason the Dalai Lama is always smiling or laughing. He knows the punchline.

 

[wizehop]

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There is a reason the Dalai Lama is always smiling or laughing. He knows the punchline.

He thinks he knows the punchline....

 

[Odin]

Often when we question we create/reflect a punchline.

And that is good if we can laugh.

 

[JohnDoe777]

A great Man once said the Meek shall inherit the Earth. And He had a lot of not so nice things to say about the rich and the ruling elite.

In recognizing the fallacies you have made the first step. What you are experiencing is called "Deprogramming". After decades of brainwashing, all of us need to gradually disassemble, inventory, and reassemble our respective consciousness. The 'American Dream' is the 1st lie. No, you may not be President or an astronaut. You may not join the ranks of the privileged, live in a safe, insular condo in an upscale neighborhood. Bourgeois privilege is for the Bourgeois, not us, the Unwashed.

We will never be rich or powerful. It's all a sham, a ruse, an illusion. Purge and then become whole again.

There is a reason the Dalai Lama is always smiling or laughing. He knows the punchline.

Well said. I started this whole deprogramming process a few years ago when I quit watching TV and started reading everything that wasn't mainstream. This road of 'waking up' has been the most fun journey I've ever been on and at the same time its been the absolute toughest time of my life from a worldly point of view. I always long to just be around people that understand what is really going on in this world because of all the people in my life, none of them are aware of the real world and seemingly don't want to be. I think its just hard for me to live in the mainstream any more b/c I don't take any of it seriously and all of my values have changed. This might make me sound a little nuts but I totally see how cults get started now..lol. Its hard to even have a conversation with "Joe Six-Pack" because you feel like the poor guy is so asleep you can almost hear him snoring... ::dead::

 

[milkhauler]

If u ever find urself stuck in Central California, I'll put you up in motel for a few days so you can chill.

 

[JohnDoe777]

Wow I really appreciate that! Super generous offer.. I may just take you up on it one day - who knows?

 

[milkhauler]

No worries man. I'm wearing simalar shoes. I broke that self imposed yoke last year. A year from now you'll wonder why you didn't do it sooner. Good luck on ur journey.

 

[Fatboy]

Glad to find this thread. Im in a similar dilemma. If I stay i will forever be a slave in a abusive marriage, but if I leave my batshit crazy religious fanatic wife will surely take my son away to live with the rest of her batshit crazy judgmental hypocrite family.... either way im getting screwed but the possibility of gaining my freedom to wander and make music again looks better every day.

 

[DrAwqward]

Burn it down until the embers smoke on the ground! And start anew when your heart is an empty room, with the walls of the deepest blue.

Yea the dark/rough times are a bit intensified, but it goes both ways. The light/beautiful times are magnified too, I find my faith in humanity being restored constantly. I really dig what you said about deprogramming. That shit hit home. Y'all ever in Seattle hit me

 

[JamesPrice94]

He thinks he knows the punchline....

Or he knows he doesn't know and it doesn't bother him the slightest