Scary shit..
had some apple cider, but la la la...
WTF was i thinking?
life is useless if you are not insane...
the old, inebriated fantasies are seeping baxk in...
"what would *i* do, if *I* controled the nukes...??"
vote for me, motherfuckers, & i'll kill *everyone* who isn't fucking gentle...
who isn't fucking
honest..
fuck consequences..
radioactivity is about 22 times more effective..
why the *fuck* am i alive..?
oh, right.
to be alive.
i make very few unsubstantiated assumptions.
i do, however, draw many observational conclusions..
most of them, however, are severely clouded.
hence the need to slice living things into small parts
& see how they behave when electrocuted.
& poisoned with stains & metals & electrons...
- to get to the root, kill the tree..
la la...
O, to hold the Nukes..
Radioactive Apes
& a Whole New Beginning..
rednecks stealing fruit
& Mars, Waiting...
the Children of Elongation throwing one last Cylinder
towards the void they thought would preserve them...
i had other things to say..
maybe when i am undrunk, i will remember...
yes, yes...
spellcheck..
spellcheck & teleology..
even when spelt correctly...
tel e ol ol gee...
to prove what cannot be proved
faith & hope be damned,
because after all is said & done?
we *all* enjoy being mean...
we *all* enjoy
saying
saying...
Saying..
:
you
are *wrong*..
& so we de-energize ,
claiming our Guesses are
truths..
Oh, O God..
WTF was in my head...?
mud & the fossils of bacteria..
something ate something, once upon a time,
& so we mean Something,
now
...
we are entities derived from Distance...
Christ..
Christ...?
what was i thinking?
a different book..
other people..
assumptions i believed
i could trust...
like the free press
or democracy
or friends whom claimed they loved Love..
fuck us all & may we be Eaten,
if we cannot grow..
& fuck the numbers...
we have been here for almost a billion days, perhaps..
& fuck you if you scream at decimals..
the earth?
3 or 4 x
10 x10
x10 times longer...
do the calcs yourselves.
i am drunk...
& i miss whom i have loved..
& i need to piss...
Christ, i should die..
You will come back to an empty Earth, Motherfucker..
& good for You & Motherfucking mary..
Buddha's Dick up the Ass of the Ineffable...
i would say Allah or God the Father or whatever,
but because truth is presently measured by
Pain
all that such an invocation would accomplish
is more
Pain
& this universe is too holy
& too beautifull
to be anything we would command it
to
Be...
.
had some apple cider, but la la la...
WTF was i thinking?
life is useless if you are not insane...
the old, inebriated fantasies are seeping baxk in...
"what would *i* do, if *I* controled the nukes...??"
vote for me, motherfuckers, & i'll kill *everyone* who isn't fucking gentle...
who isn't fucking
honest..
fuck consequences..
radioactivity is about 22 times more effective..
why the *fuck* am i alive..?
oh, right.
to be alive.
i make very few unsubstantiated assumptions.
i do, however, draw many observational conclusions..
most of them, however, are severely clouded.
hence the need to slice living things into small parts
& see how they behave when electrocuted.
& poisoned with stains & metals & electrons...
- to get to the root, kill the tree..
la la...
O, to hold the Nukes..
Radioactive Apes
& a Whole New Beginning..
rednecks stealing fruit
& Mars, Waiting...
the Children of Elongation throwing one last Cylinder
towards the void they thought would preserve them...
i had other things to say..
maybe when i am undrunk, i will remember...
yes, yes...
spellcheck..
spellcheck & teleology..
even when spelt correctly...
tel e ol ol gee...
to prove what cannot be proved
faith & hope be damned,
because after all is said & done?
we *all* enjoy being mean...
we *all* enjoy
saying
saying...
Saying..
:
you
are *wrong*..
& so we de-energize ,
claiming our Guesses are
truths..
Oh, O God..
WTF was in my head...?
mud & the fossils of bacteria..
something ate something, once upon a time,
& so we mean Something,
now
...
we are entities derived from Distance...
Christ..
Christ...?
what was i thinking?
a different book..
other people..
assumptions i believed
i could trust...
like the free press
or democracy
or friends whom claimed they loved Love..
fuck us all & may we be Eaten,
if we cannot grow..
& fuck the numbers...
we have been here for almost a billion days, perhaps..
& fuck you if you scream at decimals..
the earth?
3 or 4 x
10 x10
x10 times longer...
do the calcs yourselves.
i am drunk...
& i miss whom i have loved..
& i need to piss...
Christ, i should die..
You will come back to an empty Earth, Motherfucker..
& good for You & Motherfucking mary..
Buddha's Dick up the Ass of the Ineffable...
i would say Allah or God the Father or whatever,
but because truth is presently measured by
Pain
all that such an invocation would accomplish
is more
Pain
& this universe is too holy
& too beautifull
to be anything we would command it
to
Be...
.