GhostWithTheMost
Previously HoboSquirrell
Whats up everyone, I just need to vent a little, while at the same time seeking some advise/ communication.
So Ive been housed up now since 2014, lived on the street for almost 15 years up until 2011, and struggled for 4 years before finally getting off the street. The thing is, is that now ive been so ridiculously lonely, and feel so isolated and disconnected. Aside from my fiance, who works nights and sleeps most of the days except her off days I dont know anyone here where I live. Ive lost contact with pretty much everyone I knew outside. Ive been living with non-responsive depression my entire life, but the last year its been pretty bad. I miss everyone, and just wish I could meet people again...Im stuck in nascar-bible land with no other like minded people so far. Its just gotten so hard on me mentally, i feel either empty, or serious despair most of the time..there isnt much of an in between. Im in Southern Ohio, which is where ive been since getting off the street...
So i guess what im asking and all is if there is anyone out there willing to maybe just give a guy some company sometime, even if just on here to have some kind of steady communication, it would probably keep me from a rope at some point. I just am at a loss for what to do, I have a bike and it helps when I can ride, but I dont have much else than that. Sorry to lay this random shit out there...But if anyones down to shoot me some (Serious) advice or just chat man...Please hit me up.
Until, be safe out there guys.
Fist and Faith
*Squirrell-SQRL 503-208-740*
So Ive been housed up now since 2014, lived on the street for almost 15 years up until 2011, and struggled for 4 years before finally getting off the street. The thing is, is that now ive been so ridiculously lonely, and feel so isolated and disconnected. Aside from my fiance, who works nights and sleeps most of the days except her off days I dont know anyone here where I live. Ive lost contact with pretty much everyone I knew outside. Ive been living with non-responsive depression my entire life, but the last year its been pretty bad. I miss everyone, and just wish I could meet people again...Im stuck in nascar-bible land with no other like minded people so far. Its just gotten so hard on me mentally, i feel either empty, or serious despair most of the time..there isnt much of an in between. Im in Southern Ohio, which is where ive been since getting off the street...
So i guess what im asking and all is if there is anyone out there willing to maybe just give a guy some company sometime, even if just on here to have some kind of steady communication, it would probably keep me from a rope at some point. I just am at a loss for what to do, I have a bike and it helps when I can ride, but I dont have much else than that. Sorry to lay this random shit out there...But if anyones down to shoot me some (Serious) advice or just chat man...Please hit me up.
Until, be safe out there guys.
Fist and Faith
*Squirrell-SQRL 503-208-740*