I know I'm in the minority here, but I actually miss Redd Capp, seriously - every now and then he'd really have something interesting to bring up - or out, and that would get me thinking for a couple of days, a few days....
When I gave my earlier response to this thread, say a year ago - well, a little less with time being loosly defined here - I was definately a mess, but today - spit shine polished...
I'm still the same person, I've just been cured.
Today, I'm totally a follower of Christ Jesus, who is stilll the ultimate cool motherfucker when one considers how he lived, and died.... he was the first radical, he was one good egg who was destined for far better things than this so called civilization could ever offer...
But I would never call myself a Christian, because those people truly scare me - for the religion they practice is not what JC intended his followers to do - or be.......
Today, I honestly have no interest in sex.
I'm done with that shit.
It was great thirty, twenty, even ten years ago, but today - honsetly, it's something I never even think of anymore.
My problem is I would get too emotional, to caring about who I'm with, and when I know the relationship is doomed, then nothing works.
And believe me, I know when something ain't................
I have transcended into something higher.
Can't really explain it - except that I'm way healthier physically, mentally, and spiritully than I've been in a long long time.
My faith definately has a role regarding sex, it's just that right now I can't really explain it, possibly because it's something I've stopped thinking about say two years ago... or perhaps given up on...
Tell you what, I'm definately a better man for it.
Besides, should the mood strike - I can always pay for it
