Shinobi
Active member
Over the last few years I've lost everything that ever mattered to me. Family, friends, loved ones, my business, home, even the clothes I had. As I sat in a mosquito infested patch of woods looking at these events I realized that it was all my fault and I had nobody to blame but myself.
Now I'm rebuilding the man within me. Piece by piece repairing the damage and healing the scars that cover my heart. I know that it's not easy but it has to be done in order to move on with my life.
I've put this off for a long time because of one reason or another and its taken its toll on me and everyone around me.
Now I sit on the verge of completely letting go of who I use to be and setting out on the road in hopes of finding my place in this messed up world. I have no delusions of enlightenment via traveling the world. I just know that where I am has nothing but pain in my future if I stay here.
I'm not looking for sympathy or anything like that. Just trying to vent a little bit to people I hope will understand me, because nobody around me seems to.
Now I'm rebuilding the man within me. Piece by piece repairing the damage and healing the scars that cover my heart. I know that it's not easy but it has to be done in order to move on with my life.
I've put this off for a long time because of one reason or another and its taken its toll on me and everyone around me.
Now I sit on the verge of completely letting go of who I use to be and setting out on the road in hopes of finding my place in this messed up world. I have no delusions of enlightenment via traveling the world. I just know that where I am has nothing but pain in my future if I stay here.
I'm not looking for sympathy or anything like that. Just trying to vent a little bit to people I hope will understand me, because nobody around me seems to.