Hi

[Ratchet]

I've lived my whole life on the safe side being scared of everything... Most would consider me a drain on the system been collecting off it for a few years now... What is bothering me the most is I'm not finding my life worth living... Life is 100pct fatal... I want to be free and not die afraid to leave my "cage".

 

[Kim Chee]

Can you elaborate what you mean when you say you aren't finding your life worth living?

Kind of sounds suicidal if I think too much about it.

If you want to discuss, I'm available, send me a pm.

"your cage" might be "your mind"

Long live the shiners!

 

[Ratchet]

Not suicidal... Just if my life was a book i wouldnt want this chapter to be the last.

 

[Kim Chee]

Not suicidal... Just if my life was a book i wouldnt want this chapter to be the last.

It surely isn't if you don't want it to be.

Welcome.

I think if we think too much about flesh and bones we can convince ourselves that death is the end when (for me) it is only the seperation of soul and flesh.

Body dies, soul flies.

Don't ask me where it flies though.

 

[Deleted member 20]

I think that accepting fatalism is far worse than suicide. It stretches out & perpetuates our prolonged misery. Buck up & get moving. This is a travelers website & you are gonna start traveling. You will so busy with the daily survival & logistics of travel that you wont even realize how much fun & excitement you are having. You will soon forget the emotional doldrums & windless sails that existed when you found us all at STP.