Well.... Hell i confuse me

Rjratfink

Rjratfink

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I don't even really understand why I'm making this post right now or then perhaps? It seems that when I try to fit in and get out of the band a job, lad I'm miserable don't know how to associate or "fit in" with anyone. It's easier to talk to people online however when I'm traveling it seems to be the exact opposite I don't know how to communicate with other Travelers online but basically every one I meet on the road I get along with fantastically perhaps its the booze or possibly because I'm happier on the road and have less of an awkward demeanor simply because I am happy. With that said I'm going to try to stay here until the spring but I don't think I'm going to make it there's a fat chance that when I get a paycheck on Friday I will dip again. not quite sure I really introduced myself but I don't know what else to say
 
Rjratfink said:
Yeah man I'm good just missing the road. Doesn't help that I work right next to the tiny ass "yard" in this town hear them trains aaallll day I just need the fuck outta here.
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I'm about to get a 4 bedroom house in cincy right near the hop out. Cant travel gotta help my friend with her daddy less newborn soon. But extra room and a detached garage and a yard you could throw up a tent. If you're gonna be passing thru. Always got ya. Also we need to grab some brews if u pass thru town
 
I just had a conversation with my brother so I'm leaving Friday or Saturday. For fucking sure just gotta return some shit to the store and gay a pay check. I can stop for a day or 2 no tent though..
 
Rjratfink said:
I don't even really understand why I'm making this post right now or then perhaps? It seems that when I try to fit in and get out of the band a job, lad I'm miserable don't know how to associate or "fit in" with anyone. It's easier to talk to people online however when I'm traveling it seems to be the exact opposite I don't know how to communicate with other Travelers online but basically every one I meet on the road I get along with fantastically perhaps its the booze or possibly because I'm happier on the road and have less of an awkward demeanor simply because I am happy. With that said I'm going to try to stay here until the spring but I don't think I'm going to make it there's a fat chance that when I get a paycheck on Friday I will dip again. not quite sure I really introduced myself but I don't know what else to say
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I feel you, I've always had trouble socializing with just about every one. My biggest problem in life really because humans need direct connections to others in order to be in our optimal state of happiness and health. All those people who try to act like they don't give a fuck if they're alone are lying, they do give a fuck.
 
Gingersnap said:
I feel you, I've always had trouble socializing with just about every one. My biggest problem in life really because humans need direct connections to others in order to be in our optimal state of happiness and health. All those people who try to act like they don't give a fuck if they're alone are lying, they do give a fuck.
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I agree dont get me wrong, at times I greatly enjoy being alone but human interaction from time to time is great. Its nice to just kick it With someone for a while helps the mind grow for sure
 
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