Ever since I have graduated high school I have just been in a fucking rut... I dont know how else to put it. Its like idk... Just fucking tired. I moved to Indiana from Montana (Dad stayed in Mt.) which was a big culture change believe it or not and I never really got along with the kids down here. Everything was so "clichey" if thats the right word. Lots of stuck up bitches and dudebros. I made a few pretty close friends, but it never compared to the dudes I knew back home. Like our idea of spending a weekend was exploring the mountains in our back yards and building forts and shit lol. Everybody down here was like into nerding out on video games/staying indoors and what not.
Around sophmore year my mom and I just wernt getting a long at all and still dont to this day. It sucks man, its like I cant even talk to her about anything because she just has this pasive "oh well,, thats to bad" attitude which really bums me out because she wasnt like that before.
When ever I do see her we exchange words for like 2 minutes or less. It sucks man its like I dont have a mom anymore.
But now at this stage of life everything is just such a drag. Pretty much every week is the same like the movie ground hog day.
So pretty much im just in a bad place. Got a couple of friends who I still cant relate to well with, horrible relationship with my mom, a Dad who I see about 1month a year and fucking horrible anxiety. It feels like im loosing my mind. I guess thats why I kind of stumbled onto the idea of catching out.
Im sure I sound like a bitch but I had to rant tonight, I couldnt stand another night with this shit in my head. :flush:
Around sophmore year my mom and I just wernt getting a long at all and still dont to this day. It sucks man, its like I cant even talk to her about anything because she just has this pasive "oh well,, thats to bad" attitude which really bums me out because she wasnt like that before.
When ever I do see her we exchange words for like 2 minutes or less. It sucks man its like I dont have a mom anymore.
But now at this stage of life everything is just such a drag. Pretty much every week is the same like the movie ground hog day.
So pretty much im just in a bad place. Got a couple of friends who I still cant relate to well with, horrible relationship with my mom, a Dad who I see about 1month a year and fucking horrible anxiety. It feels like im loosing my mind. I guess thats why I kind of stumbled onto the idea of catching out.
Im sure I sound like a bitch but I had to rant tonight, I couldnt stand another night with this shit in my head. :flush: