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  1. Sexyrexy1989

    Im only 28 and i feel like i have wasted my life...

    Yah after being on the psych meds for a number of years i often regretted that deicision. They worked very, very well initially in the beginning but these days i almost feel like i get this rebound withdrawal from them. I know when i stop taking them for a day or two i definitely get withdrawal...
  2. Sexyrexy1989

    Im only 28 and i feel like i have wasted my life...

    Yah brother in response to that last paragraph you wrote. It seems the only thing i caneven relate to is that time i spent traveling around, I guess it did bring me alittle happiness. I basically gave up the drugs and was just drinking. Yah it is true life shouldent be entirely based on a...
  3. Sexyrexy1989

    Im only 28 and i feel like i have wasted my life...

    So i dont really know where to begin with this, but its something i have been wanting to get opinions on for a long time. So here it goes. I dont really know when my life went wrong but i guess it started in the beginning. My parents are/were drug addicts, my dad just passed recently indirectly...
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    Places You Hate Most

    Ventura California and most of Ventura County to for that matter. They hate travelers and most counter culture for that matter. I got three years of probation for an for having alcohol and the college campus and i was not even on the campus Fuck that place
  5. Sexyrexy1989

    How yo get a dog when you have no address or money?

    Yah did that with a Pit bull once, had to giver her up though she had bad medical problems. From being wild
  6. Sexyrexy1989

    How yo get a dog when you have no address or money?

    So lately after many failed human realationships, ive deceided id like to get a dog for mans best friend. How did my fellow STP kids get there puppies id like to know. -Happy travels-
  7. Sexyrexy1989

    Benzodiazapine Addiction and withdrawl

    Yah, I feel like im straight up fucked, ive been to two GP's, two psychiatrist, and no one wants to help me taper. I cant afford to go to detox. Can anyone find a doctor that could help me in Ventura County?
  8. Sexyrexy1989

    Single for far too long

    I feel for you man, I still miss my Ex-wife but not as much as i did right after the divorce. In the beginning i missed her every waking minute of the day, I tried to commit suicide. But as time went on my friends that missing her feeling became more and more distant now i only really think...
  9. Sexyrexy1989

    Scared as fuck bout some h I got the other day

    Yah dude ive been though Alcohol withdrawl more times then i can count, my best advice to you is to go to the hospital. Dont worry about them judging you they see this kinda shit all the time. They will more then likely write you a script for some Ativan or some Librium to ease up the DT's...
  10. Sexyrexy1989

    Benzodiazapine Addiction and withdrawl

    I went to a State detox through Medi-caid and almost died while I was there, I reinstated the benzos soon after :-(
  11. Sexyrexy1989

    Benzodiazapine Addiction and withdrawl

    Not to Mention the Doc is threatening to cut me off cold turkey
  12. Sexyrexy1989

    Benzodiazapine Addiction and withdrawl

    The Problem Really is i cant afford Detox, the Psych ward here wont Detox i to am also an alcoholic
  13. Sexyrexy1989

    Benzodiazapine Addiction and withdrawl

    Yah ive heard even C/t This could go on for weeks at the least
  14. Sexyrexy1989

    Benzodiazapine Addiction and withdrawl

    So i have been taking up to two MG's of kilonopin on and off for up to three years. everytime i try to stop taking it i got through horrific withdrawl i mean this shit makes Opiate and Alcohol addicts look like Roses. I mean now stop Migraine head aches, Anxiety all the time, i feel like im...
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    Places You Hate Most

    Surprised you one Added Ventura, CA and Oxnard the list Ventura county is basically like the bible belt of southern California the town really has just turned into a yuppies and older Retiree types who stare alot, almost no real panhandling the town Meth Infested and they all live down in the...
  16. Sexyrexy1989

    Whats to when all your gear gets stolen

    right now im in Ventura CA And Art 101 ill shoot you those sizes and address
  17. Sexyrexy1989

    Whats to when all your gear gets stolen

    So basically i made the mistake stashing my back pack deep in a bush when i went to a show and when i came out the tweekers of night have taken every whats to do now?
  18. Sexyrexy1989

    Blepharitis..

    Another thing id like to Add is in the long run it can lead to a loss of vision and blindness
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    Blepharitis..

    No, Unfortunately it is a chronic life long condition. All you Can do is learn how to Manage it baste on a case by case basis and what works best for you. Have you been to a doctor? Or you sure your dont just have dry eye? blepharitis is pretty uncommon and its usaully Genetic
  20. Sexyrexy1989

    Blepharitis..

    So For the Last Several years i have suffered from this Condition, It More or less first started shortly after i began drinking 6 or so years ago. For those of You that dont know its basically a chronic inflammation of your eye lifs that causes your eyelashes to grow back into the eye and it...
  21. Sexyrexy1989

    living in a storage unit?

    ive been reading alot of.news stories lately about how due to.the recession alot of people have started doing this Has anyone heard of anyone or had any expierience doing this? Successfully?
  22. Sexyrexy1989

    Looking to relocate Western Montana?

    intreasted in tagging along
  23. Sexyrexy1989

    Sleeping in a Cemetery in Wasilla Alaska

    So i had just left Anchorage with the ultimate goal of getting back to home to California Walking down the side of Alaska Highway one i begin to realize the sun is setting in the Alaskan Twilight. I then Thrust out my arm to try to signal one last ride for the night and withen minutes over pulls...
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    Looking to relocate Western Montana?

    Probably Helena Or Kalispell Area. Anyone on here been there Whats it like The scenery looks to die for
  25. Sexyrexy1989

    New to the whole Homeless traveling lifestyle

    Let just start of by saying i am a 23 year old fairly healthy and intelligent young man, And due to recent personal changes in my life will be short of a place to live and have decided to start traveling. I am very new to this and only have one experience with hitchhiking in which i hitchhiked...