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  1. Alexander

    Video Trippin so hard wanna get it on video...

    Yeah, I was definitely having a good trip and the camera didn't really ruin anything as much as made me realize how I couldn't record the moment lol.
  2. Alexander

    Video Trippin so hard wanna get it on video...

    haha fucking great times.
  3. Alexander

    Just a Trip

    Good morning, Here is my current situation: First, we must rewind to memorial day of this year. I was living with some roommates and everything was going great. I had a full time job and some extra cash to play with on the weekends. A week before my old friend from high school hits me up and...
  4. Alexander

    Hey Everyone!

    No problem man. My job. Lol
  5. Alexander

    Hey Everyone!

    I'm not new to this site, but I am new to the traveling world as a whole. Just wanted to take a quick second of your limited time on this floating dirt rock we call earth to say thanks for existing with me. We may never meet physically, but at least this period in time allows me to contact...
  6. Alexander

    THERE ARE NO ABSOLUTES, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

    I will make it anew habit.
  7. Alexander

    THERE ARE NO ABSOLUTES, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

    I have there are no absolutes on my chest. I also like the second one as much.
  8. Alexander

    THERE ARE NO ABSOLUTES, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

    Reading the content you probably saw that response coming lol.
  9. Alexander

    THERE ARE NO ABSOLUTES, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

    Your existence is an oxymoron.
  10. Alexander

    THERE ARE NO ABSOLUTES, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

    What are your plans?
  11. Alexander

    THERE ARE NO ABSOLUTES, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

    I'll keep it up. One day I may write a book about having a god complex and ironically becoming an atheist along the way.
  12. Alexander

    THERE ARE NO ABSOLUTES, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

    Your response is the best one I could have asked for. Thanks my friend.
  13. Alexander

    THERE ARE NO ABSOLUTES, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

    Greetings to all new, longtime, and anyone else who is able to view this thread. Welcome to my consciousness, which lies inside the synapses aggregated between the very little space between my two ears. What am I doing here? I look around and realize I am in a motel in the middle of Chicago...
  14. Alexander

    Hewwo

    damn that was fast you made an account on here ha
  15. Alexander

    fuck

    was with a girl for 3 years, since I only hung out with her and worked for that time since moving to chicago, I have no friends here and we are no more. Fucking sucks that I couldn't just be content.
  16. Alexander

    Someone Want a House? $420 in Flint, MI

    Ha yeah I saw the stats after I posted this lol, be better off in the middle of nowhere...or laying on the train trax.
  17. Alexander

    Someone Want a House? $420 in Flint, MI

    http://www.homes.com/listing/161544573/4913_Kermit_St_FLINT_MI_48505 Couldn't believe this was real haha, hell yeah.
  18. Alexander

    East Coast Kid Looking to Live.

    i feel the same way man. exactly. I've always felt different all my life. materialism and all the bullshit our country is built on. Ignorance as well.
  19. Alexander

    Got a job as a wage slave.

    Life is hard any way you look at it. I've been on the streets, in a manic frame of mind, but I have nonetheless. I will be working for the time being, I don't need much to be content, therefore I could probably afford a cheap apt somewhere, I always can leave if I want to. I can't run from my...
  20. Alexander

    Got a job as a wage slave.

    positive and negative are both just viewpoints, I will most likely just use the money that I make to find a crappy apt in the area for the time being or save it up while I stay with my parents. I hate the winters and I practically didn't do anything this summer. This depression has felt like...
  21. Alexander

    Got a job as a wage slave.

    I don't want much. I don't need much. Honestly if I stay with this job for a while it will probably just be to save for a ride out of here.
  22. Alexander

    Got a job as a wage slave.

    I don't even really want things, maybe just enough to have a temporary apt or something idk. Good luck on your travels from chicago man.
  23. Alexander

    Got a job as a wage slave.

    I have been on this site for a while now, although mostly I have been in a depressed state, right now I can say that I feel decent. Only just have those lingering thoughts of ending my life every now and then but better than normal. I look at a lot of the attitudes on the board and I completely...
  24. Alexander

    DIY ICE CREAM

    So, I was manic as fuck last year and pretty much walked/biked/hitched...sometimes with cops from Chicago to Milwaukee to meet a girl. During my journey I stumbled upon a mcdonalds and it was quite hot out at the time. I think I was hungry but that was beside the point at the moment. So, I go...
  25. Alexander

    NO MOTIVATION FOR LIFE, WORK...DO I NEED TO LEAVE?

    thanks for the encouragement everyone. I am just realizing I need to start doing things instead of talking about them. I'll break free from this prison, physically mentally and all the above.
  26. Alexander

    NO MOTIVATION FOR LIFE, WORK...DO I NEED TO LEAVE?

    i believe that a huge part of it is my own mind actually. which can be pretty liberating or depressing to think about. i need to change how i think, which could be very hard but possible. i know the physical place is not my prison, my mind is the hardest thing to escape from but i'm gonna...
  27. Alexander

    NO MOTIVATION FOR LIFE, WORK...DO I NEED TO LEAVE?

    life is a pain, it is all based on perspective and letting life make you stronger than weaker. I completely agree. there are people much more messed up than I am, comparing ones situation to others isn't always a way to feel better but it does help me feel better knowing I am not bad off at...
  28. Alexander

    NO MOTIVATION FOR LIFE, WORK...DO I NEED TO LEAVE?

    Thats awesome that you have found something that you enjoy, even if you have a current job and everything that job allows you to have things and do the work that you want to. I love music as well, recently I haven't listened to as much as I used to, which is probably also contributing to me...
  29. Alexander

    NO MOTIVATION FOR LIFE, WORK...DO I NEED TO LEAVE?

    well i definitely agree with you on doing what you love, and if I do decide to go out to get a better perspective on life then maybe thats what I need to do. I felt my happiest when I was just goin for it, not knowing what the next day would bring, exactly like you felt. I was in Chicago for...
  30. Alexander

    NO MOTIVATION FOR LIFE, WORK...DO I NEED TO LEAVE?

    yeah consistency can definitely help, and for those who don't know what it's like to be hospitalized since early high school for depression or other issues you wouldn't have any place to talk. I don't know why I caps all that but that shit doesn't matter to me. I do what I want. Mental...
  31. Alexander

    NO MOTIVATION FOR LIFE, WORK...DO I NEED TO LEAVE?

    I AM STUCK. TIME FLIES BY AS I KEEP MY EYES CLOSED MORE THAN THEY ARE OPEN. I JUST DON'T CARE. I'VE NEVER KNOWN MYSELF AND I FEEL LIKE I WILL NEVER FEEL LIKE ANYONE. BIPOLAR IS A BITCH, I'M SO TIRED OF THIS "MENTAL ILLNESS" AND I FEEL THAT MY LACK OF MOTIVATION WILL END ME SOONER THAN LATER...
  32. Alexander

    Time: Does it Exist?

    Thanks man, that looks pretty awesome :D
  33. Alexander

    Time: Does it Exist?

    The very second that you stumbled upon this post, to the thoughts going through your neurons in your brain while reading these words and thinking about your possible replies; does it exist? When I look at this question I think to myself...how long the present moment is. I just come to the...
  34. Alexander

    Being a Traveler or a Nomad, what do you see that you can accomplish to help future generations?

    One person usually is needed just to get the movement started, it's the people who understand and follow the ideas and philosophies of the individual that keeps the change on it's creators intended path. I have always had an external viewpoint of humanity, starting from a very early age I...
  35. Alexander

    Being a Traveler or a Nomad, what do you see that you can accomplish to help future generations?

    You can change your own world, your reality and this has an impact of everyone around you. Existence for the short amount of time you have will change the world, it's just your ability to sense it may not be there. The idea of changing the world is what needs to be identified. We all change...
  36. Alexander

    Being a Traveler or a Nomad, what do you see that you can accomplish to help future generations?

    Save my soul...alright so obviously you have had some troubles and the nomadic lifestyle is what makes you feel alive. I have been depressed since my "manic" episode last summer. I remember not having a care in the world, but obviously there were some struggles for food and hygiene. When I...
  37. Alexander

    Being a Traveler or a Nomad, what do you see that you can accomplish to help future generations?

    overpopulation is becoming a big factor as our planet cannot sustain all of us. Just be glad that you can be one of the lucky ones where the timing of your birth was perfect for you to do what you are doing with your life. We are living in a time where this will be recalled as a fairy tale of...
  38. Alexander

    Being a Traveler or a Nomad, what do you see that you can accomplish to help future generations?

    Positive thinking and trying to be the best person you can be are definitely great factors in life. Do what makes you happy, even if it means living life on the edge. Respect for the people who respect you and what you do (or in many peoples eyes don't do) with your life is great and I highly...
  39. Alexander

    Being a Traveler or a Nomad, what do you see that you can accomplish to help future generations?

    I enjoy the fact that you take the time to be self-reflective and understand that your worth is not based on what others see, but what you see. Being a pessimist about the environment is definitely noted and well understood; at this point the greed in the hearts of man is too great to possibly...
  40. Alexander

    Being a Traveler or a Nomad, what do you see that you can accomplish to help future generations?

    We live on a planet with finite resources, at some point we will realize that we cannot continue to live this way. Given the specific lifestyle that you are choosing to live, how do you see yourself making an impact for you and the future generations of this single, and very important life that...
  41. Alexander

    What is your Definition of Freedom?

    yes, food is the number one priority...if I was to make a collective you would do something that would fit your needs. I'm sure there is a function in the collective you could do to help...lots of stuff.
  42. Alexander

    What is your Definition of Freedom?

    its all monetarily controlled "in one ear out the other" no learning or real world knowledge is absorbed. It seems most college kids are like sponges, they study their asses off and absorb a ton of information, when tested they squeeze their information juices out, never to be utilized again...
  43. Alexander

    What is your Definition of Freedom?

    contentment and happiness are closely related...time control is very liberating as well, but then motivation comes into play. No time commitments and no motivation=bad combination.
  44. Alexander

    What is your Definition of Freedom?

    as long as u can do it and take care or yourself at the same time sounds like you're set.
  45. Alexander

    What is your Definition of Freedom?

    having nothing is great until you need something to survive.
  46. Alexander

    What is your Definition of Freedom?

    freedom is losing boundaries with reality and the definitions of what surrounds us?
  47. Alexander

    What is your Definition of Freedom?

    and the great part about college is the uncertainty that comes along with it; knowing that you are not guaranteed a career or job when you complete.
  48. Alexander

    What is your Definition of Freedom?

    Freedom...currently I have the freedom to lay in bed all day and feel like shit. No motivation to help myself or others. What is freedom to you? Anarchy? disorder? freedom of the mind? Or maybe just the freedom to move about the country at whim? Freedom can be thought of in all types of...
  49. Alexander

    sleeping along I-10

    haha yeah that happens :D i lost most of my belongings last summer, so that must mean something about my future.
  50. Alexander

    sleeping along I-10

    i only have my backpack. that is all ha