Looking at my previous posts. Ha! The past few years has been interesting for me. Last year was horrible. This year turned out only slightly better, in a way. Full time car-dwelling since April this year (got a new car after getting fired in Maryland and got a new job in the middle of the US). Trying not to feel shitty about it as it was my choice to do so and it's a life that I shouldn't (and don't have to) see as shameful. I have to remember to remind myself, this is a CHOICE for less financial stress (still have high bills), less toxicity from others, more mindfulness for myself and to take care of myself, by myself... (as I'm meant to be since that is the only way it works out well for me so far).