Haven't really been around much the last 6 months or so. My life has pretty much completely fallen apart & uhh.. yeah, everything sucks. I've received a few messages through IG or discord asking how I'm doing from a few people that I truly love but I can't even seem to bring myself to reply to them because I just feel like I'm such a huge downer right now & I can't just pretend like everything's okay. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do. I just felt like I needed to post some kind of update somewhere for anyone who's concerned. I am alive, Kaya is alive & well. So things could always be worse I suppose. But yeah.. my mental health is just not good right now. My phone is out of service so if you've texted, I'm not receiving them. You can reach me on discord but I can't promise I'll even reply, who knows. Hope y'all are doing better than I am. I love a lot of you, and you know who you are. Guess that's about it. Sorry for such a downer of an update. Later.