Jimmy Beans

Haven't really been around much the last 6 months or so. My life has pretty much completely fallen apart & uhh.. yeah, everything sucks. I've received a few messages through IG or discord asking how I'm doing from a few people that I truly love but I can't even seem to bring myself to reply to them because I just feel like I'm such a huge downer right now & I can't just pretend like everything's okay. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do. I just felt like I needed to post some kind of update somewhere for anyone who's concerned. I am alive, Kaya is alive & well. So things could always be worse I suppose. But yeah.. my mental health is just not good right now. My phone is out of service so if you've texted, I'm not receiving them. You can reach me on discord but I can't promise I'll even reply, who knows. Hope y'all are doing better than I am. I love a lot of you, and you know who you are. Guess that's about it. Sorry for such a downer of an update. Later.

Going to see Carcass In Wheatland(Near Sacramento) on Thursday(12/15). Anyone else going? Or anyone kicking around Roseville down to hang out after the show?

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Sitting in front of jail waiting for my brother to get released. Had 8 sheriffs roll up guns drawn ordering me onto the ground. Roughed me up, cuffed me and searched my shit. Apparently someone with mental health and a cell phone called me in as "man waving gun around in front of jail" FML almost got blasted. Brother still in jail, I'm back out here waiting on him again. What a night.

Saw a guy flying a sign that said;
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He was doing really well. It's funny. Like, how many people just pass by and don't even read it. So his sign was like.. the fuck does it even matter what I write anyway.

Anyone in northern Arizona? I'm down to hangout, maybe have a beer or three.

Round trip to swoop up a couple STP friends 70 miles away - $28.00

Fixings for a curry dinner - $7.00

Carne asada super burrito from a roach coach - $8.00

Pulling up to a yard to mark cars and drink beers with friends only to be suddenly hit with a heinous bout of explosive diarrhea - Priceless

@croc @Koala

Two of my favorite STPers started out 2988 miles away by freight, 70 more miles till they're here! Pretty fuckin excited to say the least.

Play stupid games, win stupid prizes.

Offline for a short stint. Be back soon.

Off grid for a few days, be back soonish.

Interviewed for a shortline railroad today, it went extraordinarily well. Wish your boy luck, soon I might be back in the seat like notch 8 & chill.

Back from the dead, online again. I'll be around the site more. Pretty stoked.

Yeah remember when I said I'm going off grid for a while? Didn't last long, fucked my back up real bad and apparently I also have an enlarged heart, pretty cool. More love to give maybe? So they admitted me. I'll be on hospital grid for at least a day. Low battery and no charger though, so I'mma leave y'all with a cliffhanger probably. Will try to update before heading back out to the sticks.

100% off-grid for roughly 2 weeks? I'll try to pop in here and there if I get any trips to town. Safe travels y'all. And even if you're just sittin around talkin bout "yeah gonna hit the road in about 6 months maybe" y'all be safe doin that too alright. Armchairs be dangerous yo!

Hey bubba lou my phone's going back and forth between working fine and not working so if I don't reply to texts or calls that's why but just wanted to touch base again I'm on my tablet and just about as inept as a ape on this thing but let me know how it's going when you get a chance.

Ship shit-otp

Movin to the hills today, Bangor California. Won't have internet for a couple weeks. I should be back around a lot more starting February.

Might be a little AFK for a bit. Got a really short notice to be out, the house I'm living in was sold fast. Good friends own it so I'm not trying to stall em up. Unsure where I'm going, things are chaotic. Hope to stabilize by mid Jan or so? Idk

Here's a fun little story where I ran into one of our very own @fawn while telling a story on Reddit. Read entire story about the home invasion and follow the (Sort by best) conversation for the best results. https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/comments/3uskxd/so_i_slept_through_a_home_invasion_once_heres/

Name changed at least for a bit. Interviewing for a major class 1 railroad at the end of the month. Black horses if you catch my drift.

My roommate & lifelong friend/brother took his own life today, on the bday of our other brother who hung himself 5 years ago. Fuck