permentaly damaged

im good.

i hear ya

lol its the same everywhere i guess
except for the whole burning thing

yeh real lame,nothin ever changes aroun here.
an i got really burnt today so that was no good.

haha right on
florida still lame?

props for you not committing suicide

lol actually yeah it does
since august

hahahaa that shit sounds like it should be in reno 911!
how long have you been on probation for all this?

lol apparently
i guess i should consider myself lucky since that def wasnt the first time
it was all sorts of stupid tho, the cop thought i was tryin to run so when i pulled over there was like 8 squad cars n he order me out at gun point sayin he was gonna blow my fuckin head of n shit
it was kinda funny tho cuz all the other cops were laughin at him since he made a big deal out of nothing, n when they were givin me the sobriety tests i damn near passed them all but i couldnt help just fuckin around n makin a fool of myself
it is wat it is tho
definantly sucked

ahh,well damn,thats pretty serious stuff.
atleast yer not dead i guess..haha

lol i agree to an extent.
ugh i got arrested last april for dui, after having my licsense for about 3 months lol
right? i mean they idea of sacrificing the joys of for anything unwillingly is bullshit, but sometimes necessary in certain cases
lol good, i actually forgot about writing that until i got back on here again

haha its alright,i know ill be ok the day i leave,i just need people to waste my time with me,spending too much time alone is no good.
hm,so why're you on probation anyways?i have a feeling its gotta do with you doing what ever you want
i get what ya mean though,whats the fun in listening or doing whats "safe" i wanna look back at my life(if i survive past 30)an be truely happy,cos i got to do so much an all.

oh an yer grammer was fiine

lol, u kinda sound like it, no offense.
seriously, ive been in many a bad place like u seem 2 be now
and what literally saved my sanity was realizing that shit is not worth stressin over.
u just need to fucking have it in yourself to know u can do whatever you want, BUT, u dnt have to.
im not sayin im not depressed or stressed or nething else, becuz i am.
But, knowing that i am capable of doing things if i really want to i, and that if i want to i can do anything (muhahahahha) who cares right?
lol, even my best friends chastise me for my rancorous spite, however they are bigger pieces of shit than i am.
that sux man, sry to hurt ur eyes lol
srry ive been drinkin a bit, i went over this n edited it, i think i used somewhat decent grammer

i guess i'am just a negative mess.
eh im sure you can be one hell of'a tool,but please leave that to the assholes who deserve it aha.
er i tried that an it wouldent work,fuckin technology..

lol i guess so
meh, idk how that makes u fucked. If anything realizing that makes it easier to not take life so seriously. Thats pretty much how i managed to graduate and pretty much get thru everyday life, just not giving a shit n roll with it, cuz wat else is there to do? It makes shit a lot less stressful.
Lol, noone ever said u couldnt be a dick and a nice person
well u could always copy n paste it onto microsoft word or something, cuz the font they have does really suck

huh not too old not too young.
er its like when you realize that yer fucked an yer never gunna do anything with yer life cos yer no good an cant pass school/get a job/keep friends around/live like a normal human being,im kinda just makin this up as i go but thats how im feelin so thats what im gunna call it.
an yeh i dont no shit about you,but you've been friendly an you helped me find that book (which i am indeed reading but the font really hurts my eyes so im not very far into it).

i just turned 19.
lol i know that feeling all too well
whats an almost adult crisis?
haha, u also dnt kno me to well either

nevermind i read yer name is nick...


p.s. i dont think yer a bit of an asshole at all

how old are you?
yeah all the friends i dont have dont gotta school either haha,everytime i walk onto campus im like "fuck, i really dont belong here" i think im goin threw an almost adult crisis.im michaela by the way,you gotta name?

ah, mines feb 16. i was jw
yeah i thought about droppin out n gettin my ged, but i had nothin better to do than go to school cuz of my probation, and sum other reasons.
pretty much all of my friends dropped out n shit n wish they didnt, n its cool bein able to say that at least u manned up n toughed it out