mojorisin22

Im uhhmm, Connor, and rapidly losing interest in the world I live in although I have never felt at home as an adult. . the world as in society, not earth. Its dumb I find myself "trying to do the modern norms", and then make myself sick in reflection upon that effort. I honestly dont want to be a part of certain parts of society, not all , some are good. .

I can't stand the modern youth or people nearest my age for the most part.. its all trivial , contingent, and conditional and this virus drilled what seems to be the final nail into that judgement for me. I wanna be gone from the incessant worry and fear about tomorrow and keep it in the moment, which is what ive always enjoyed most.

A great friend of mine, and one of the true characters of my lifetime ive interacted with , began freight hopping in 2012.. I was too afraid then and still hesitant , but obsessing more and more on leaving.. Im hoping he comes outta traveling furlough/retirement to go with me..show some ways of the trade and hes simply a brilliant person to hang with.. Ive also quickly become an avid fan of JimStobe . and his feature films and episodes.. Help?