Deadfinger

You can call me w/e, i'll answer to just about anything.
I lived in Texas for the majority of my life.
Grew up in an unstable and abusive situation that forced me to learn to survive on my own at an early age. I got rid of any and all moral quandaries i had about dumpster diving and eating 'garbage' quickly.
I had a really rough time in High-school (it's pretty easy to pick on the poor kid i guess, i hadn't found my backbone yet), so I dropped out freshman year and got my GED, and i went out and worked for a while... Then, i signed my financial future away with some high interest rate student loans. Then i went to college and ended up fucking that up in more ways than one.
I then started to search for jobs that i might enjoy doing for the rest of my life and tried many different fields like: retail, waiter, barback, bouncer, line-cook, dishwasher, tattoo assistant, plumber, electrician, carpenter, IT, mechanic, repossession, landscaping, welding, and apartment handyman.
No matter what job i did, no matter how much time i put in, and no matter how much i got paid... i was fucking miserable and for all my misery i had nothing to show for it and no free time to do a fucking thing.
I think the reason i stuck through the misery for so long is because of the family members that i was close to. They defiantly gave me the encouragement i needed to keep going... Then within the short span of a few years...all the family that even remotely cared whether i was alive or dead had all passed away... the rest of my "family" acted like i had never existed (i had never done them wrong or asked them for a fucking cent in my entire life)... Sooo they can all go and get fucked!

I decided last year to break free of the financial prison of my own making... i don't need a 9 to 5 job to be happy, i don't need a bunch of useless shit to be happy, i don't need a fucking house to be happy...
I AM FREE AND I AM HAPPY!

So... now i travel when i want, sleep when i want, do what i want, and work when i need to... because the unfortunate reality is you will eventually need some form of money to exist.

In my free time i like to work on various art, writing, and research projects.

I love pretty much all animals to the point where i'll get attached super easy.

I enjoy fixing and making things, it brings me a sort of zen like peace when i fix something broken or make something new.

I would say my biggest flaw is being too stubborn to ask for help when i need it.

I have had 3 major near death experiences:
Parked ATV(ME) vs 50mph dirtbike (i had my helmet off... concussion, 8 shattered teeth, facial contusions and lacerations, 4 broken fingers, torn right hamstring, 3 broken ribs, and a punctured lung)
F250 vs me in passenger of a Hyundai Elantra (jaws of life req... no major damage to me...shit my pants)
Bacterial pneumonia is the one that got the closest. (ICU)

I have started many sentences here with 'I', but it's about me, and starting everything with 'Me' would be strange soooo...
Me sorry!