Des
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Cant forget praying on someone way younger than them
Schwillam/Sirius/Dru/Sean/Audio/What the fuck Ever.
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EphemeralStick
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Wow @Engineer J Lupo, you were right on the money.
Furthermore,
So that's the other side of the story. He's been acting like a bleeding heart all over facebook. I figured some sort of falling out happened.
On the topic that @BikePunky brought up, @Raquel2018 have you guys been getting the money he's been raising on Facebook for y'alls house? Or is that a scam as well?
Almost two months exactly.
Furthermore,
So that's the other side of the story. He's been acting like a bleeding heart all over facebook. I figured some sort of falling out happened.
On the topic that @BikePunky brought up, @Raquel2018 have you guys been getting the money he's been raising on Facebook for y'alls house? Or is that a scam as well?
Des
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Word on the street is dudes been run out of town but not before trying to steal their housemates gun and running off on some wingnut ass conspiracies that are hella toxic. @Raquel2018 could probably go into a bit more detail
Oddy
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He is a spoilt brat and will not change. I'm sorry you had to deal with that and glad the people around you had your back. Don't give him anymore chances.
Oddy
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What's he doing on Facebook? Can you link it here? Sounds dodgy...
NotATragedy
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This person seems to have deactivated his facebook account last night, so nothing can be linked.
There are some people who would really like to speak with him about the recent death of his roommate.
roughdraft
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Des
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Dudes on some wingnut shit about the death of their roommate. My partner lived at that house for a bit for some fucking reason. Hes just trying to freak people out and be a fuck head
Oddy
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Is that true?
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cannahavabite
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"Andrew Bolen" may be off Facebook but he still admins a page called Won't Be Erased https://www.facebook.com/WontBeErasedPortland/ he should be recognized for the fraud he is. other names he used in PDX are "Dru" and "Gnar".
Anagor
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Just one thought I wanna chip in ...
Drug addiction is no excuse for being an asshole.
I don't do what normally is referred to as drugs (I like to drink and I'm a nicotine addict, weed rarely) but I met many people in the last years who have a serious heroine habit/addiction.
Some of them became best friends I would trust with my life!
So on the one hand it is wrong to think you should never trust a junkie. On the other hand trying to excuse being an asshole with drug addiction is also not really valid.
Just my 2 cents ...
Drug addiction is no excuse for being an asshole.
I don't do what normally is referred to as drugs (I like to drink and I'm a nicotine addict, weed rarely) but I met many people in the last years who have a serious heroine habit/addiction.
Some of them became best friends I would trust with my life!
So on the one hand it is wrong to think you should never trust a junkie. On the other hand trying to excuse being an asshole with drug addiction is also not really valid.
Just my 2 cents ...
@EphemeralStick Yeah looks like I may have been right, hey? That's really unfortunate, I would have rather been wrong for everyone else's sake.
You got a bad name guy, I wouldn't wanna be ya. I guess that's why you got half a dozen or more names though innit? Burn bridges as Dru, guess I'll become Sean. Prey on underaged girls, yikes I better change my name to Audio and hopefully I'll shake that off. Burn another bridge, guess I'm Schwilliam now. Oh shit, fucked over someone else, maybe if I go by Serius my reputation won't follow me. It isn't working, Jack. Wrong fucking community, your time's up!
You got a bad name guy, I wouldn't wanna be ya. I guess that's why you got half a dozen or more names though innit? Burn bridges as Dru, guess I'll become Sean. Prey on underaged girls, yikes I better change my name to Audio and hopefully I'll shake that off. Burn another bridge, guess I'm Schwilliam now. Oh shit, fucked over someone else, maybe if I go by Serius my reputation won't follow me. It isn't working, Jack. Wrong fucking community, your time's up!
Alaska John
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I can def agree I spent some time with this kid and a person named dragon who was his partner and queer identified back in 2016/2017 he was emotionally and verbally abusive and extremely manipulative, sexist, judgemental, and condescending
He is a chameleon to whoever he is trying to gain the trust of but it only lasts for so long before he cant help but go back to his old ways
Can only hope he finds sobriety and mental health treatment
He is a chameleon to whoever he is trying to gain the trust of but it only lasts for so long before he cant help but go back to his old ways
Can only hope he finds sobriety and mental health treatment
Oddy
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Yeah, dragon is the OP and I can confirm he treated them appallingly. He was in a relationship with me the whole time he was with them, and he said the most awful things about them to me and everyone he met whilst with me, even showed me pictures of their black eyes after fights and saying she was attacking him. Rather than admit to cheating he accused her of raping him (which is bullshit and @dumpsternavel I hope you don't mind me mentioning it). He always tries to find a way to manipulate every situation, to never to any responsibility for his actions, regardless of how much it hurts or endangers others.
cbeansprout
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He was just spotted in downtown portland last night.
marmar
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Whoa just reading all of the above made me think the dude is a typical psychopath. Really wise folk are the ones not buying his dramatic apologies post. Which was just wow, so typical of psycos like him. Seen all that before. For people who haven't tho, it can be tricky to recognize, psychopaths can manipulate people ingeniously. Not to sound like a doctor lol. Just glad this thread exists.
qstp
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new to the forum (hi all), i lurk many places, not much of a poster anywhere.
noticed this rider Security Check Required - https://www.facebook.com/schwill.will posting on the yearly rg fb thread here Security Check Required - https://www.facebook.com/groups/719301678241309/
same or no?
noticed this rider Security Check Required - https://www.facebook.com/schwill.will posting on the yearly rg fb thread here Security Check Required - https://www.facebook.com/groups/719301678241309/
same or no?
VariedValue
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Before I start, I would like to recognize their victims and say that I relate a lot with some of the experiences I have read with my own abusers. I am sincerely sorry you had to go through that. I am in no way trying to excuse Gnars (that's the most recent name I know them by) actions or invalidate anyone's opinion of them. I just want to share my personal experience.
I have personally known this person on a few occasions over the years. I even think I bumped into them when they were with the OP but it was quick if it did happen. Theyve been several different people since I've known them. Dramatically different. I actually went to the tale end of middle school and briefly went to highschool with them before they dropped out, we hung out for a decent amount of time and stayed in touch and met up a few times over the years. We grew up in the same area. I reconnected with them most recently when they moved back to Florida. We've been talking a bit, and they actually introduced me to this website (by showing me the post about them.) So I guess in total I've known them for 9 or 10 years on and off. They introduced me to the idea of being a traveler, radical politics, punk rock, and it'd be unfair to say they haven't been an influence in my life. Though I have to say many times they popped into my life were quite brief. They never stayed put or with one idea for long. When we met, it was in a very small town. They were infamous for wearing makeup to school and coming to school with black eyes and scraped up knuckles from fights they got into after they got off the bus and walked home. I can personally attest to seeing them getting absolutely beaten to a pulp on the side of a rural road by 4 or 5 kids when they were 15 or 16. They got shit from absolutely everyone. They wore the same clothes to school everyday, a studded patch jacket someone had helped them put together that they would routinely get in trouble for because of a patch that said "fuck racism" for the profanity. Other patches reflected other shocking (for the town we lived in) imagery and a feminine demeanor that got them bullied more and more by the rednecks we grew up around. I remember them moving to California for a year and being a lot more quiet and antisocial then they were when they left, which they already were already pretty quiet unless you asked them anything about radical politics or punk rock or drugs. They knew a lot and we're really passionate about that stuff. They organized a group of kids to harass the army recruiter in our lunchroom. All this made them stick out like a sore thumb in our small town. I remember them getting into a lot of scraps with the rednecks and getting suspended a lot for it. When highschool started they barely came to school and fell in with some of the ecstasy kids at our school. I remember hearing about them getting arrested and disappearing from the social scene for a while and when I saw then again they were strung out on oxys, which were huge in our area. I remember them talking to me about going to Georgia to get away from the drugs and they disappeared again for a while. When they came back the next time they were with their at time partner and another dirty kid and told a bunch of stories about meeting these "traveling punks who live the Johnny hobo thing" in Savannah, Georgia and that they were going to learn how to hop freight trains and had already done a bit of hitchhiking. They disappeared quick again after that. When I heard from them again was two years later and they were strung out in Texas. They had been through a lot and we're not strung out on heroin. They asked me for money which they had never done before. I didn't have any and they quickly got off the phone. It was a different type of conversation I'd ever had with them. They had always been lively and almost annoyingly at times wanting to help start or complete a project. This person sounded tired and was quick to get to the point and then scram when they couldn't get some cash. They disappeared for a while that time. When I heard from/saw them again was when they had gotten back from England 2 winter's ago and ended up back in Florida.
When they got back from England they were a FUCKING MESS. But not the junkie way they'd been before. This person was completely broken and knew they'd done wrong. They talked to me about the OP and Emily (I think her name is) from the UK and the way they played both of those people. They told me about a lot of the toxic and abusive things they've done. Then they disappeared again.
This is the part I wanted to get to. Sorry for the scattered back story I just want people to know my extent of being around this kid.
So they recently came back into my life about a month ago when they came back to this part of the world. Weve been talking a lot since they came back. I was introduced to this site by them showing me the thread about them, told me a lot of things over the hours I've been playing therapist (by choice) for them and I just wanted to share a few things I feel about them.
This person is an abuser, they're the first one to admit that. However, I have personally never seen an abuser work this hard to become a better person.
They truly seem to have empathy and love for a lot of the people they harmed that were close to them.
I'm not saying this kid deserves any type of "second chance" with those they harmed or that people shouldn't be warned about them but I don't think ignoring growth or a wanting to be better as constructive, or insinuating that this person should be "green lit" when despite all the toxic shit I've seen this kid capable of they've been the only person to put themselves in the middle of me and a groups of rednecks trying to queer bash me and get significantly hurt only to do it again without question. If I was judged on only the horrible things I've done id be held to the same light as them. I've certainly, being raised in the south, been guilty of my own absuive and toxic behavior. Some very similar to Gnars actions. This cancel culture isn't helping anyone. And too many comrades are dying due to its isolating effects.
I have personally known this person on a few occasions over the years. I even think I bumped into them when they were with the OP but it was quick if it did happen. Theyve been several different people since I've known them. Dramatically different. I actually went to the tale end of middle school and briefly went to highschool with them before they dropped out, we hung out for a decent amount of time and stayed in touch and met up a few times over the years. We grew up in the same area. I reconnected with them most recently when they moved back to Florida. We've been talking a bit, and they actually introduced me to this website (by showing me the post about them.) So I guess in total I've known them for 9 or 10 years on and off. They introduced me to the idea of being a traveler, radical politics, punk rock, and it'd be unfair to say they haven't been an influence in my life. Though I have to say many times they popped into my life were quite brief. They never stayed put or with one idea for long. When we met, it was in a very small town. They were infamous for wearing makeup to school and coming to school with black eyes and scraped up knuckles from fights they got into after they got off the bus and walked home. I can personally attest to seeing them getting absolutely beaten to a pulp on the side of a rural road by 4 or 5 kids when they were 15 or 16. They got shit from absolutely everyone. They wore the same clothes to school everyday, a studded patch jacket someone had helped them put together that they would routinely get in trouble for because of a patch that said "fuck racism" for the profanity. Other patches reflected other shocking (for the town we lived in) imagery and a feminine demeanor that got them bullied more and more by the rednecks we grew up around. I remember them moving to California for a year and being a lot more quiet and antisocial then they were when they left, which they already were already pretty quiet unless you asked them anything about radical politics or punk rock or drugs. They knew a lot and we're really passionate about that stuff. They organized a group of kids to harass the army recruiter in our lunchroom. All this made them stick out like a sore thumb in our small town. I remember them getting into a lot of scraps with the rednecks and getting suspended a lot for it. When highschool started they barely came to school and fell in with some of the ecstasy kids at our school. I remember hearing about them getting arrested and disappearing from the social scene for a while and when I saw then again they were strung out on oxys, which were huge in our area. I remember them talking to me about going to Georgia to get away from the drugs and they disappeared again for a while. When they came back the next time they were with their at time partner and another dirty kid and told a bunch of stories about meeting these "traveling punks who live the Johnny hobo thing" in Savannah, Georgia and that they were going to learn how to hop freight trains and had already done a bit of hitchhiking. They disappeared quick again after that. When I heard from them again was two years later and they were strung out in Texas. They had been through a lot and we're not strung out on heroin. They asked me for money which they had never done before. I didn't have any and they quickly got off the phone. It was a different type of conversation I'd ever had with them. They had always been lively and almost annoyingly at times wanting to help start or complete a project. This person sounded tired and was quick to get to the point and then scram when they couldn't get some cash. They disappeared for a while that time. When I heard from/saw them again was when they had gotten back from England 2 winter's ago and ended up back in Florida.
When they got back from England they were a FUCKING MESS. But not the junkie way they'd been before. This person was completely broken and knew they'd done wrong. They talked to me about the OP and Emily (I think her name is) from the UK and the way they played both of those people. They told me about a lot of the toxic and abusive things they've done. Then they disappeared again.
This is the part I wanted to get to. Sorry for the scattered back story I just want people to know my extent of being around this kid.
So they recently came back into my life about a month ago when they came back to this part of the world. Weve been talking a lot since they came back. I was introduced to this site by them showing me the thread about them, told me a lot of things over the hours I've been playing therapist (by choice) for them and I just wanted to share a few things I feel about them.
This person is an abuser, they're the first one to admit that. However, I have personally never seen an abuser work this hard to become a better person.
They truly seem to have empathy and love for a lot of the people they harmed that were close to them.
I'm not saying this kid deserves any type of "second chance" with those they harmed or that people shouldn't be warned about them but I don't think ignoring growth or a wanting to be better as constructive, or insinuating that this person should be "green lit" when despite all the toxic shit I've seen this kid capable of they've been the only person to put themselves in the middle of me and a groups of rednecks trying to queer bash me and get significantly hurt only to do it again without question. If I was judged on only the horrible things I've done id be held to the same light as them. I've certainly, being raised in the south, been guilty of my own absuive and toxic behavior. Some very similar to Gnars actions. This cancel culture isn't helping anyone. And too many comrades are dying due to its isolating effects.